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Same night:
Nicki pov:
Three hours had past and Shawn was still crying so I just walked in my bedroom and did my job as a wife.
"Shantae come on babe ! Let's talk! We can talk about this I hate seeing you cry!."
I said laying in bed right next to her as she laid flat on her stomach. Her face was not facing me at all. I looked at her long black hair and her nice curvy body and I turned to my side to face the back of her head.
"Onika go away please!."
Shawn said sniffling as her cries grew silent. I could tell by her sniffles that tears still fell.
"No! You keep telling me to leave you alone but I can't baby! I don't want to your hurting i know it's my fault but I don't want to leave you hurting alone like this. You haven't stopped crying in days!. I miss your smile! Can we just talk about this please!."
I said rubbing her back gently.
"I don't want to talk about it!."
She said as she moved away from me. I got out of the bed and walked over to my side where Shawn was laying. She always did that when she missed me are wanted to feel my touch.
Getting on my knees right in front of her face I sat down slowly and ran my fingers through her hair.
"Snuggie I'm so sorry! I just want you to be ok!. What can I do to make this right? It brakes my heart to see you cry like this! You won't eat or anything and look at what you did to your pretty face!."
I said touching her cuts on her face.
"I just want to make it better babe!, can we talk please!."
I said as the tears kept falling from her eyes. I was broken just looking into her eyes.
"I love you!."
I said still looking in her eyes as she looked into mine.
She didn't say it back we just gazed at each other for a moment in silence.
"Shawn I need you to speak!."
I said calmly and she started crying a lot agin.
"Onika don't you get it??? I don't want to speak to you!. You hurt me!."
Shawn said as she planted her face into the pillows and broke down.
I wasn't about to leave her side no matter how much she ignored me. I was ready to go back and forth and possibly get hit.
"So you want to do this the hard way?."
I asked Shawn as I got in the bed with her agin.
"Get away from me!!!."
Shawn said trying to push me out of the bed.
I made my way on top of her and held her down.
"Talk to me!!!!."
I demanded as she tried to turn me off of her.
"No Tanya get off !!!!."
Shawn yelled as she kept crying.
"I want you to talk to me!!! I'm trying to love you!!!."
I said starting to cry myself. Shawn didn't say anything so I just got off of her.

Next morning:
Shawn pov:
"A new law passed in the US we are no longer allowed to give out the live long pill or procedure due to over population in the states. So from now on we can not guarantee that ones life will be saved if in a deadly situation. Basically once a person is already dead we can no longer do the life long procedures!."

The lady on Atlanta news said. I had been watching the news all morning because I had nothing else to do and nicki and the girls where gone. I barely got any sleep last night so I might need some rest shortly. I was shocked to here the live long pill was no longer usable . Now I have to teach my kids to be exra careful!."
A few moments later Niea had come through the door with the biggest smile on her face holding flowers and Nicki was a few steps behind her with the car seat and balloons.
"Mommy!!! Look what I got for you!, do you love it?."
Taniea said sitting on the couch next to me.
"Awe I do love it love bug! And I love you!, thank you so much!,"
I said smiling at her and I kissed her for head.
"I love you to momy !. Mama said it would make you feel better sense you sick. But are you two done fighting yet?."
Niea asked as Nicki and I looked at each other.
"Niea look at me!."
I said holding her chin.
"Everything is going to be ok!,"
I said as Taniea nodded her head and started playing with her doll. Nicki had taken Brandy out of the car set because she was fussy.
"Mommy can I get some ice cream"
Niea asked me  as I nodded my head. As I got up from the couch I gave Brandy a kiss on the cheek as she say in nickis lap and proceeded to the kitchen.
I felt a little Pain in my chest while I was making nieas ice cream but It came and left.
"Here buggy boo!."
I said as I slid the ice cream across the counter so she can eat it.
The pain came back super fast and even worse this time. I know I had horrible heart problems but lately I've been ok.
I walked over to the sink to wash the ice cream scooper out and I looked at niea and she had chocolate ice cream all over her face.
I took out my phone and took a picture of her but moments later I was on the ground. My chest was aching really bad and I could barely talk. I didn't even know the words to use to describe this pain.
"Mommy?,"
Niea said as she climbed out of the chair. She walked around the island in the kitchen still with ice
Cream
On her face and asked was I ok. The look on her face made me want to cry and laugh.
"Mommy are you ok?"
Niea asked me agin.
"Go get moma!."
I said as niea ran off. The pain got worse and worse and tears started falling from my eyes. I felt my body shaking and I knew I was about to have a heart attack but this one seem to be worse then others.
Not a second later Onika came running in.

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