New beginning lesbian story

Sissy before missy

Same day:
Nicki pov:

Shawn and I had sat down on either side of our fancy glass bathroom door in our bedroom for about an hour before I had spoken agin.
This was a hard thing to deal with because Shawn had been crying the whole time. I'm not sure when she will cave but I wanted to be there for her.

"Baby! Can I please come in now?."
I said looking up at the walls in my bedroom.
"I really want you to go away!,"
Shawn said still crying her eyes out.
"Fine I'll go away if I can have a kiss!."
I said as she yelled back at me.
"Leave me the hell alone!!!!!."

She shouted as I asked her once more. I really just wanted to be there for her. Just hold her at least and wipe her tears away.
"Baby can you open the door please can we just talk?"
I said as Shawn got annoyed and started yelling at me agin.
"WHAT SHOULD WE BE TALKING ABOUT ONIKA? I TOLD YOU IM PISSED OFF AND IM HURT!!!!! I DON'T FUCKING WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE!!!!!"
Shawn said hurting my feelings just a little bit. I was fine for a second.
"stop always acting like you don't care Shawn! You got all this talk about not wanting to lose me but you won't even talk to me like an adult your running from
Our issue instead of working with me to solve it."
I said as Shawn swung the door open quickly!.
"Look Tanya I'm overwhelmed about all of this!! Can't you see that???? why the hell are you bugging me!??. Why won't you just back off?."
Shawn asks me as tears kept falling from her face.
"Because your mad at me!!! I don't like when your mad at me!."
I said as she shook her head.
"Damn right I am but you just don't fucking get it do you????! You keep on  telling lies and leaving !!!! Your starting to be away way to much!!! Niea is barely even one years old yet Onika and you missed at least 7 months of her life if you add it all up! That's not fair at all to her!!! What do I do when she stays up late wanting to see you!!! What the fuck am i supposed to tell her?!! I know you have a kind heart and I know for a fact that you love hard Onika and you are a beautiful person with an amazing spirit but your selfish as hell and inconsiderate when it comes to niea and I!!!! Forget about me but niea should come before anything!!! You should want better for her in the damn first place!! Do you really want her to go through what you had to go through as a kid? Not seeing your mother for months at a time!!!!! And having to watch her parents fight all the damn time! You know how that feels Onika and we don't need her growing up like you did!."
Shawn said as tears still fell from her pretty almond shaped eyes. I just loved the way her hazel eyes glossed when she cried. Unfortunately the words that came rolling from her mouth hurt me in millions of different ways. At this point I didn't want to talk to her anymore. The thought of her speaking on the way I grew up just burned me inside. I hated that I could never see my mother when all I ever wanted was her. I hated the fact that my parents always fought! Growing up for me was tough with so much moving around and not being able to just have my family happy and together. I'm not sure why Shawn just threw it in my face like that.
I looked at her and I walked away.
Shawn didn't say much when I walked away she just stood in the door way. The pain of her words started to fill my heart and get to my emotions quickly. I wanted to cry so bad but I didn't want to feel so weak.
Shawn knew I was pissed because the look on my face changed.
I slipped on my pink uggs and grabbed my keys.
"Where are you going? Your sister is Going to be back any minute!," Shawn said.
"Don't worry about where I'm going!."
I said yelling at her. I clearly had an attitude now.
"Point proven!!!." Shawn said as she walked from out of the bathroom and sat on the bed.
"What point?." I said stopping by the bedroom door.
"You leave and lie!!!! Your a lier!! And a leaver!! You fucking lying ass leaver!!!!." Shawn said as she started crying. Everything she said was petty as hell.
I knew she was frustrated but I didn't care because I felt more than disrespected by what she just said about my childhood so I walked away with out responding.
Before reaching my car my sister Ronda had walked back in with niea and her daughter.
"Hey sis you ok?." She asked me as I walked passed her and the girls.
"Moma !."
Niea said reaching for me.
I ignored her and my daughter and got into my pink Lamborghini. Before I started the car I sat for a moment before my tears started falling. At this point I was crying my heart and soul out.