New beginning lesbian story

Good bye moma

Nicki pov :
"Baby you need anything while I'm out?."
I asked Shawn as she laid in the bed with the gold and pink comforter over her body. Poor Shawn had been really sick lately the doctors said it was a bad cold.
"I don't need anything! "
Shawn said turning over on her side. I looked at her for a few moments in silence because I was really worried about her. All she's been doing is throwing shade at me and acting distant for the past few weeks sense I told her I was leaving. Tonight was my last night here because my flight leaves at 10am tomorrow morning. All I wanted to do was spend the last moments I had here with Shawn and the girls but they all seemed to be pressed.
"Ok!"
I said closing the door and walking down the hall to nieas room. Her and Brandy had been in there watching princess and the frog.
"Hey girls wanna come with Moma to the store real fast? "
I asked smiling at them and both of them just looked at me with anger in there eyes. It kinda shook me. They too have been ignoring me and throwing shade at me because I'm leaving. I felt bad for leaving but I have to feed them. They all know I hate being ignored but I couldn't be mad at them.
"So you guys are mad at me too huh? I just wanna spend some time with you! I have to leave soon won't you guys miss me?."
I asked and they both shook there heads no.
"Bye falesha!,"
Brandy said playing with her doll.  Her and Niea started cracking up and I shook my head. I don't know if that was funny or if I was mad about that.
Anyway they did have every right to be upset.
"Really???  That's so rude!!! Fine I'll go alone! I'm not coming back! " I said hoping they would react. But no luck. Moments later I tried agin.
"I'm not kidding ! My plane will be here in 5min if I call them.! I'm calling them sense y'all don't even love me anymore!,"
I said taking my phone out. I pretended to call my pilot.
"Hey! How are you!  I was wondering if it was fine if I could leave a little early!! Like now!."
I said as both the girls stood up.
"No mama !!!!!!!! Don't go!!!!!"
Brandy said running to me.
"Moma please !!!!!."
Niea said as they both frowned.
"I'm kidding! Thought y'all didn't care!."
I said crossing both my arms and walking out they room as they fallowed.
"That's not funny Moma!."
Taniea said as she put her shoes on.
"So now you wanna go????. Nope can't come with me now to late!."
I said grabbing my keys from the rack near the kitchen counter.
"No please Moma I'm sorry!!!!."
Niea said begging to come along.
"Yeah Moma we wanna go!!!."
Brandy said grabbing her purple north face jacket.
"That's what I thought!"
I said cracking up as we walked out the front door. We had gone to the store quickly and when I returned the girls started ignoring me agin. I didn't bother to argue with them I just went into my bedroom to try to get time with Shawn.
"Babe I brought you some orange juice! And some pills for your mind grains!."
I said walking into the room. Shawn wasn't laying in bed so I headed to the bathroom. She was in there for sure on her knees slumped over the toilet.
"You ok Shantae?."
I asked confused as she threw up. I wasn't sure how just a cold caused so much sickness.
"I'm fine babe!,"
Shawn said as I handed her a hot towel.
"Doesn't look like it!. Let me run im you a nice hot bath!."
I said helping her off the floor .
"No Onika it's fine!!! I said I'm fine!."
Shawn said yelling at me in frustration. I wasn't sure why she was so pissed but I was going to find out.
"Shawn I'm just trying to help you! why are you snapping at me!."
I asked backing away from her a little.
"I'm sorry baby! Can you just give me some space please!."
Shawn asked me as I shook my head no.
I wasn't about to give her space. Not while she was sick.
"No!!! I don't want to give you space I want to be here for you and take care of you!. Like I'm supposed to! Let me do my job Shawn!."
I said giving her a look she couldn't fight with.
"Onika you haven't been doing such a grate job at doing your job lately! Just give me some space like I asked!."
She said hurting my feelings a little. I'm not sure what she meant by not doing my job. I've been a little busy with rehearsals and studio sessions with the team getting ready for this big your but I've been pulling all the weight I can.
"What do you mean I haven't been doing my job?."
I said as Shawn rinsed her mouth out with mouth wash.
She drank moor water and spoke agin.
"You know what I'm talking about Onika.! You wake up at 40am your gone by  50am and you don't come home until midnight or maybe later! The kids don't see you! I don't see you! You all you do is work!!. Leaving me to cook breakfast lunch and dinner take them to school pick them up take them to dance class and theater all while I work 14-15 hrs a day!! I need your help Onika and your worried about other shit!!!."
Shawn said making me feel bad.
"Baby I....."
I said as Shawn quickly cut me off.
"You what?????? You nothing!!! You just gonna leave!!! Your leaving us for five months and you don't even care do you???? All you care about are your fans!!! And you image Tanya! You don't care that you leaving us! When we need you!!!."
Shawn said sadly as he soft voice cracked. It was already a little raspy because she was sick. I felt so bad I was a little speechless.
"Shantae if you just let me......"
I tried to speak agin but she cut me off once moor.
"I don't even care what you have to say Nicki Minaj!!!!!. Just leave me alone!."
She said storming past me out of her bathroom and laid on my side of the bed.
I was kind of mind blown because she cursed me smooth the hell out then plopped down on my side of the bed.
I hope she didn't think I was going to let her go that easy.
"Shawn I know your mad at me bae but talk to me! Don't yell at me because your yelling at me ! And your really hurting my feelings honestly!. I just want to take care of you and have time with you before I go! And your making it hard!."
I said sitting on the edge of the bed. She tried to ignore me but I still wasn't having it.
"Can you please talk to me babe!."
I said once more. She kept ignoring me until she finally responded.
"I don't wanna talk to you! ."
She said as I stood up and walked out of the room.
I went down stairs and sat on the couch and called Tyeasha.