A M N E S I A

Chapter Ten

🌪Flashback to 4 years ago🌪
We finally reached the outside of my house. I can hear my heart pounding,I'm sweating heavily. My parents are gonna go mad, this is like the 3rd time this week,on a school night. The lady opens the back door and I get out,stumbling into her arms. She once again tightens my handcuffs. I really don't understand why shes tightening the handcuffs. We're literally outside my house and I have no energy to be escaping. I'm drunk as fuck.
"Nevs it's the 3rd time this week and it's 3am,you--".
"Wait,wait,wait-WAIT". I shout,pointing my finger at her. "Who are you though? Please explain who the fuck you are". I stumble a bit then catch my balance. "You're some non-existence species but yet you're calling me Nevs?! Say we're boys! Nah b, don't go there". I start laughing hysterically.
The woman looks at her colleague and shakes her head. She then grabs my hands that are the back of my body strained by these handcuffs. She walks me to the front my door and presses the doorbell 3 times. I hear heavy footsteps rushing towards the door,then rushed unlocking noises. My dad opens up.
"Neveah,where the hell have yo--".
Before he could finish his entrance, I rush over to the bush next to the door,right below the window and vomit. I just let everything out.

After like 5 minutes of releasing all my rass limbs out my mouth. The police have talked to my parents and I'm in kitchen with my mum and dad standing on the opposite side of the island,watching my drink gallons of water in disgust.
Well my dad doesn't seem really bothered but my mum looks like she wants to murder me. Her eyes are literally sending me death threats.
It's not even my fault I keep going to these motives after school with Larissa's older friends. Or is it Tee's older friends? Ahhh,shit. I can't remember anything,my head is still all over the place. Anyways shes always forcing me and she pulls out a gun out on me if I don't go to these motives in Tottenham with her boys. Where is she even getting a gun from at the age of 14?
My mum goes into one of the cupboards and takes out two glasses. She then opens the one next to it and takes out of Belvedere Vodka. She walks towards me with a big grin on her face moretime she was wanting to kill me like 2 minutes ago. She pours the alcohol into one glass and stops like half way. The second glass she fills it up to the max. She gives me the full glass and she gets the half full one.
She takes a sip. She then places the glass back onto the island and looks at me.
"Drink up Nevs. Before it gets cold". Is this woman stupid orr...? Anyways, I shake my head,I can't even look at the drink let alone drink it. It makes me feel sick. She laughs.
"So you were out,on a school night,getting drunk,getting waaaved,with your friends. Or shall I say older boys but I offer you a drink and you won't take it?You won't take the drink?!" She raises her voice a little. She then slaps he cup of water I had out of my hand and forces the glass of alcohol into my hand. Tears start to leave my eyes.
"Drink it". She snarls. I shake my head. "Drink it!". She says once again. I just shake my head again.
"Alison,just leave her. Come upstaris,come with me". My dad calmly said. My dads grabs her hand but she manages to get out his grip and she takes the glass out of my hand. She turns to my dad. I stand up and move towards the door and stand next to it.
"I don't understand her anymore,I really don't understand her. It's breaking my heart seeing her like this. I can't anymore". She sobs.
"I CANT DEAL WITH THIS CHILD ANYMORE".
She throws the glass in my direction but I quickly duck and it shatters against the wall behind me. I burst into tears,dropping to the floor as she throws another which this time smashes hard against the floor near me.

❄️Thursday 24th Dec 2k15❄️
Ever since that dinner with my family my mum has been in a state. She's been smoking weed,drinking large amounts of alcohol everyday,she's even been overdosing on cough syrup. Back to her old days apparently. Well that's what my dad said. Basically,before my crash I was in a lot shit as you guys already know and it stressed my mom out so she started doing things that she thought that would take all her troubles away. Basically me. I was her troubles. My dad said that shes not as bad as she use to be but I've had to stay at home and look after Trinity because the way my mom is moving, she's not cut out to be looking after Trinity at the moment. And my dads been busy at work,so it's been down to me. My aunties and uncles have been pressuring her,insulting her,just basically making her feel bad about her self because of her aborting my baby. I guess my whole family is against abortion. But this wouldn't be happening of Faith hadn't of open her mouth. I really don't know what she was trying to achieve by baiting my business but if she was aiming at humiliating me,my mom and dad, she's fucking done a good job.