A M N E S I A

Chapter Eleven

I know this chapter is three days late. Forgive me😩.
Christmas Day•25th Dec 2015🎊

Adrianna🦄
I can't believe it's already Christmas,it sure doesn't feel like it.    This year  has literally flew,2016 is so close and I'm still in this bad position. I have two of my younger siblings with me and we're living in a rundown hostel. I can barely provide for them. I spent most of the money I saved up to buy Acacia (14)and Adam(6) presents,even though we don't celebrate Christmas since our parents evaporated. It's not the first time they've done this but usually they come back like a month or two later. Their excuse is that they have 'business' to attended to in other countries or different parts of England and I figured out that this 'business' was drug dealing. I mean, my parents are RICH and they have shit jobs so it has been it has been obvious for time but I just didn't want to believe it at first. We even have maids,well had maids, till my parents disappeared the maids turned on me,my brother and my sister. I don't know why they did but they became abusive,manipulative,controlling so we had to leave. I couldn't take seeing my siblings being put through a struggle,so I had to figure out a plan to get us out there somehow. I mean we lived in Finchley,far from Southgate and because I go college in Southgate, I could of easily just went college one day I never come back but I couldn't leave my siblings. They're the only family I've got left,so had to bring them here instead. I'm not gonna go to the police mainly because I don't fuck with them but also because I'm not trying to be put in care. I had a twin sister, she got put into care when she was 8 because my parents didn't want her anymore because of her actions. She was a bad youte tho,moving worse than Bobby Beale. She was savage on levels. Till this day I've never seen or heard from her. And I don't want that happening again with Acacia and Adam. So today we're heading over to Leon's and hopefully on a day like this him and his parents will take us in.

Lorenzo😈
Christmas is a long ting . I've stopped celebrating it when I turned 12, i didn't really see no point in it,I mean it's Jesus Glo day and thattt🎉 but people nowadays celebrate it out of context. For example some people celebrate Christmas just for the gifts and money and what has Santa got do with the Birth Of Jesus please? Like it just seems pointless celebrating it now but my parents still bless me with bare p's👀💯.
Today tho,I'm gonna be chilling at Julian's house with the whole squad except Neveah she said she couldn't make it. Well she didn't say that but I told the squad that she did. Only because I have to stay away from her otherwise I'm dead and my life can't be getting locked off yet,I'm too peng. I've been trying my very best to push her away but she is whipped over man. I love her a lot but we can't happen until I find the paigon that's threatening me.
I'm getting ready to route Julian's when the Whatsapp tone goes on my phone goes off. I pick up my phone from under my bedsheets and check who it is. It's from Neveah. She's wished me a Merry Christmas. That's when I another text message comes through from a blocked number.
📲Blocked Number:
Merry Christmas my G. Just hope it ain't your last yeah? Nuff love❤️.
-S🐍.
I screw my phone. Man threatened me and had the audacity to say 'Nuff Love' with a heart? I'm so done. I need to find out who this is asap.

Neveah⚜
Yesterday I actually got some sleep and I went to sleep feeling so excited for Christmas. But today I've woken up and it just feels like any other ordinary day to be honest. Like I don't feel upset or depressed or anything, I just feel...calm? I don't know,I'm shit at explaining my feelings. But I am glad that I'm spending it with my mum,dad and Trinity because there is going to be no drama and arguments this year since we ain't going to Aunty Caroline's. Every year we go to Aunty Caroline's and there is always beef between my parents family's,it's banter but it's not everyday argue🙄.And it's Trinity's first Christmas,she's also 2 months old on years eve(In the last chapter I must've said she was 2 months,well I lied).
I pick up my phone from my bedside table and I realise that is 10am. My eyes widen as I see hundreds of text messages,whatsapps,snapchats and insta notifications. I'll reply to people after I go annoying my parents about presents. I jump out of my bed and open the doors to my balcony because it's getting hot up in here. I then put on my bath robe and then leave my bedroom.
"MERRY BLUDCLART CHRISTMAS". I shouted walking into my parents bedroom with my eyes closed. Silence is returned. I open my eyes to see a freshly done,empty bed. Oh. They might downstairs already. I walk back out my parents bedroom and go downstairs excepting to smell my mum cooking but all I smell is oxygen. What the fuck? I go into the kitchen and it's empty? What the fuck? I go into the living room,it's empty. What the fuck? Did these niggas condense or something? I go back up stairs, anxious. I take one last look in all the bedrooms,bathrooms,Trinity's nursery and even the Attic but I still cannot find them. I stride back into my bedroom and pick my phone up from my bed. I dial my dads number and straight away he picks up.
📲Father
"Hey dad,where are you guys. I've looked everywhere".
"Oh shit". He said. He starts whispering. "Alison,we forgot Neveah at home you know". I then hear laughter.
"Listen Nevs--".
"Dad, I heard that you know. How could you forget your own child please?".
"Sorry Nevs,we've just touched my parents house"
"I swear they live in west London. You guys have been out for time and haven't noticed I wasn't there"
"Yeah,basically and ain't nobody coming back for you"
"You guys are violating meee!"
"We'll back tomorrow don't worry,go to your Aunty Caroline's"
" How"
"Cab?Uber?"
I kiss my teeth. "I might as well then"
"Your mum left your present in the living room by the way".
"Alright,thanks. I love you even do you don't love me because you left me
"Bye".
📲He hangs up.
I've fully just been violated by my parents. I feel like some any side dish. I feel like I'm there for decoration. Anyways,let me not stress I've got a present waiting for me downstairs.
On my way downstairs, I reply to some messages, mainly to my cousins or people from Birmingham. I'm surprised I haven't got any from the squad but I have gone a bit ghost so I don't blame them if they think I've cut them off.  I decided to message Lorenzo and hopefully he's in a good mood today,he been moving so blunt.
📲
Me:
Merry Christmas boo❤️✨
'Renzo💰❤️:
Vice versa
Me:
Are you rude??😂😂❤️
'Renzo💰❤️:
K.
📲I don't know what to say so I just lock my phone and put it into my pocket. I'm giving up on this nigga. He been blunt and pushing me away lately. I actually thought he loved me turns out he's just another boy playing with my emotions. Anyways who needs boys when there's food? There is 4 boxes under the Christmas tree so I'm guessing they're both mine. I open all of them. I've got a Real Techniques Brush set,Urban Decay Smoky palette, Versace perfume and card. Since when do people wrap cards😂. Only my dad could do such.  I open the envelope and take out the card.
It reads:
To Neveah-Rose King,

          Merry Christmas
          From your loving family xx