A M N E S I A

Chapter Seventeen

"I beg you be my babes already". I blurted.
"Huh?". She stares at me with her eyes wide open and a face full of confusion. ☠☠☠.Shit what I have just done? I ask Neveah out and she goes 'Huh'. I must look like some dickhead right now.
"So you ain't gonna say please?". She asked.
"Ahhh,Neveah you got me scared! I thought I was gonna have to go home with a broken heart you know". I said in relief.
She just stares at me chuckling. Ngl,it's not funny😅. I was fully planning which drake songs I was gonna listen to tonight.
"But that does mean that you will be my babes". I asked smiling sooooo hard.
"Yeah,of course it does". She leaning in to kiss me.
I grab her waist and bring her closer to me. She slips her hands around my neck and runs it through my hair. I would grab her bum but I'd be grabbing so much hope and imagination. We stare into each other's eyes and I feel even more whipped over this girl.
"I lo--".
"Neveah my babes". Larissa said bursting in. Neveah quickly takes her hands off me and moves away from me.
"Fuck sake". I whispered.
"Oh shit,I'm interrupting something init?". Larissa said.
"Yeah,Riss I'll call you up when I'm finished talking to him. Is your mum here too?". Neveah said.
"Just me and Faith". She said walking out.
"Fuck sake". She hissed,slumping herself next to me.
"That's what I said when Larissa interrupted the lisping sesh". I said.
"I thought it was my mum or dad you know. If it was just know you'd never see me again". She said.
"Your mum would probably finesse me on the spot,she just don't rate me". I huffed.
"Lorenzo?"
"Yes baby". I responded. I spot a little smile appearing on her face.
"Why don't you believe that Faith killed your sister?". She asked. I knew this was coming. I sigh.
"If I tell you this...promise not to tell to a soul". I said.
"I promise".

The next week;
Monday 12th April 2016
Leon🔌
I wake up to the sound of exasperating beeping and I press my hand against my head as a sharp pain flows through my head. I sit up on the bed and take the tablets that have been left on the table beside me. I also start to reminisce about the past events that have kind of changed my life and the way I look at people now. Especially the people I truly cared for and had nuff love for. I put some much time and trust into these people but they had repay me by fucking me over and taking my feelings for them as an advantage. As you might of guessed I'm referring to Adrianna and Athena. Adrianna lied to me about being pregnant,her parents going missing,dying,her having no where to stay just for money. Her family wanted money so they thought Adrianna can use me as a source of money? I know for sure I ain't no Barclays. The fact that I even felt sorry for her at point was a huge mistake. I must've of been high. She left my mum hurt too she thought she was about to do something good and take in sweet,innocent children as her own. Even though Adrianna was my Ex my mum wanted to help her live a safe life including her other siblings but she had to throw everything my mum did to her back in her face. My mums left devastated and you don't know how many times she's apologised to me for not believing me when I said Adrianna ain't trustworthy and stuff. But they did forgive Athena for going behind our backs and helping out her birth family steal money from us🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄. I still haven't forgiven her and I ain't going to. I don't class her has family anymore even though she was supposedly trying to protect us, I don't give no fucks. She lied. She's still living with us and all.
Thanks god I'm still alive though🙏🏾🙏🏾. What happened yesterday at the trap was no joke ting.
Anyways, I have to go get ready and visit my dad in hospital.

3Hours Later💭.
So I've got home from seeing my dad at the hospital. He's not in the best condition at the moment since he's experiencing uncontrollable pain in his upper thigh area but it's a minor. He didn't get shot anywhere near his major organs so thank god for that🙏🏾❤️. Nobody else in my family knows that my dad got shot except my uncle Damon(Neveah's dad) and I'm guessing he hasn't told Neveah and her mum. The only reason why dad doesn't want to tell anyone is because if we do my the rest of the family will go off on my dad about being a drug dealer and it just pisses him off. They'd also go off on Uncle Damon and Neveah would end up finding out that her dad is a drug dealer. Nobody wants her to know because in the past she got involved with drugs😓. My dad should be home in a few days and my mums being staying at the hospital with my dad for the past few days. So it's just me and Athena. Yuppp,Athena. There's been some tension,well it's been mostly been caused by me. She's been forcing conversation and apologising multiple times but I just won't have it. I've been either ignoring her existence or just cussing her when she tries talking to me. I don't understand why she thinks she can come up in the yard and act like everything's normal when she's the one who betrayed our family and went to help her blood family,that despise her, steal our p's. And technically got my dad shot. Ngl,I wish I got shot instead. My dad didn't deserve to loose his money then get shot after how much he's done to provide our family. Thinking about its heartbreaking but I ain't turning soft or anything,I'll still tek your gyal with no remorse.