Coincidentally Fated

Chapter :2

     You may think that I'm a spoiled brat and I think I'm becoming one. I have all the designer clothes and brands, but I don't have a single friend. I am now 18 years old and is graduating from high school today. I have lived these past 18 years endearing my family and I am finally getting a chance to move away and start a new life. But why am I feeling regretful about my life?? Why do I feel like I've wasted my life doing
nothing???
     I, Lily Logan, is a girl who has never felt at peace with herself and has always wanted to escape her family, but why when I finally get that chance, I'm not happy?This my chance to leave my family, but I'm somewhat scared. I know I should love my family and cherish them, but I don't, which I really regret.
I tie my hair into a ponytail and sigh heavily. This is going to be a long day. I jump out of bed and shiver when I hit the cold tile floor. I hear movement downstairs and I instinctively head toward the kitchen. While my parents are gone from the house, the 2 maids are always being lazy and never doing any work. Which is fine by me. I prefer to do things by myself and enjoy every moment of this. I walk to the refrigerator and take out a yogurt.
I consider the schedule of my day, the final day of high school until I go to the university of Berkeley. Many hours after school were spent on studying during the last 4 years of school. Which was fine, if you didn't have anything better to do. As usual, my sisters were fighting over which clothes they were wearing. They ignored me when they past me and Crystal purposely spilled juice on my clothes with a smirk on her face. I try to control my anger as I finish my yogurt and head to my room.
I dress slowly, not wanting to go to school. With all those eyes staring at me while I get onto the stage and hearing my name is not something I want to experience. Everyone has known of my dad and they will surely spread rumors if they don't see him at my graduation. I wasn't surprised when I heard that my family wasn't attending my graduation. I've gotten used to my family ditching me whenever something big is happening. Over the years, they've skipped my recitals, plays and more.
I blink away my tears as I put my hair into a loose ponytail.  I put on a light blue dress and put on light makeup. I hear a yell from downstairs and I hurry out the door. "Well this is it," I thought. My future will begin very soon.......