Broken Hearted

Chapter 30

I looked at the page. My teardrops leaving wet, circular stains the small booklet. It was true, she was out at the current moment...and she was never coming back.

"Stacey Carise Sun. You never told me your middle name, S" I whispered, stroking the page. Carise. I really like it. I took out a pen from my dresser and wrote next to her name;

I will never forget you, Stacey Carise Sun. Thank You for being a part of my life.

Then I ripped that part out of the diary and got up, determined for the cemetry.

"I got your letter" I said as I picked randomly at the weed that surronded the other graves around Stacey's, "I didn't know it would be this hard, Stacey... You wormed your way into my heart and then you just left me as quick as you came. It really isn't fair, you know?" I wiped a tear from the corner of my eye, "Well, back to the whole 'diary' dibocle. I never knew how torn up you were about me and Raq... Now that I think of it, I shouldn't have wasn't my time with her. If I hadn't then I would've had more precious time to spend with you, ARGH! See it always comes back to MY fault in the end! All of this was my fault! Jesse was pissed at me! If I hadn't taken you out that night, we wouldn't be here right now. I'm sorry that I did this to you Stacey, If I hadn't interfeared then you would've continued to be the beautiful creatre you are,-were" I corrected "No, you still are a beautiful creature, if not more so. Heavens gained two beautiful angels, I really hope you found my mum, she's bound to love you, S." I sniffed back more tears that threatened and continued, "So, I'm going to finish school and I'm going to get into university and I'm going to make you proud of me, Stacey. I promise." I stood up and tears slithered their way out of my eyes and down my cheeks, "I love you, Stacey Carise Sun"

I took out the page that I had ripped out of Stacey's diary and unfolded it. I lifted it up to my lips and kissed her handwriting, then I left the page on her tombstone.

I turned on my heel and walked away.

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