Chapter 19: I Can and I Am

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We get to the porch and Mikey gives me a quick peck on the lips before ringing the doorbell.

Sophie's POV:

My dad opens the door with a very angry face.

"Keep your hands, and lips off my daughter! Go home! And as for you Sophie...you're doing your homework in the dining room. Where I can keep an eye on you, but before that we need to talk."

Michael walks down the driveway and towards his house silently, he doesn't even look back. I walk inside and dump my stuff on a chair in the dining room, before plopping down on another chair. Dad stands in front of me and stares directly at me.

"What's up with these detentions your mother told me about? You never used to get into any trouble at school. Is it him? The boy you were lip locking with..."

"His name is Michael...he's...he's my boyfriend. And no...it's all me. He has nothing to do with my detentions. I just have a very strict and mean English teacher."

"Boyfriend? You're grounded...you aren't allowed a boyfriend. Michael you said? Where'd your mum put your phone?"

"His name is Michael, yes...Michael Clifford. She...she gave my phone back to me..."

"Hand it over! You're grounded for an extra month!"

By now dad had raised his voice to yelling, the neighbours can most likely hear him.

"Dad please...I'll stop getting detentions. I'll better my grades. Please don't ground me anymore."

"All of that will happen. I'll make sure of it. The boy goes."

Tears start to well up in my eyes and I stand up.

"Dad, please. Don't make me break up with him. I really like Michael...you can't make me lose him!"

"Oh, I can. And I am!"

The tears pour out of my eyes and I run to my room, leaving my bag with my phone in it...in the dining room.

"Sophie! You get back down here this instant! I'm not done with you!"

I hear him call me but I just slam my door. I look over at my window, I walk over to it. I slide my window open and look out at the tree. I sit on my windowsill, my dad walks in angry. I get scared and wobble on the windowsill, I look at the tree and jump onto the branch. I climb down the tree quicker than ever, once I get to the ground I can hear dad yelling at me. I just ignore him and jog in the same direction I seen Michael walk earlier. I know I've been to Michael's house before, but it was late and I was infatuated by Mikey in the moonlight. For the first time in a long time, I am actually scared of what dad might do to me if he catches me and takes me home. I see a dirt path behind some houses and I run towards it and follow it. I find myself running and I don't even notice anyone in front of me until they grab me by the shoulders and stop me. I pull at my arms scared and run past them.

"Hey! Sophie...baby. What's wrong? Why are you out here and why are you shaking?"

I recognise Mikey's voice and turn around quickly, gesturing for him to follow me. He runs up to me, I see a forest with lots of trees. I run off towards it, Michael close behind. Once we are in the forest the sun starts to set, I climb into a tree and sit on a sturdy branch. Michael climbs up and sits beside me, wrapping an arm around my shoulders.

"You're still shaking. Why?"

"It's my dad. He...he told me to break up with you. And I know...I know that...since I ran off...I've just made everything so much worse."

My eyes tear up again and he pulls me closer to him, we wobble on the branch before falling to the ground. He falls first and I land on his stomach. He groans in pain.

"Sorry Mikey. I didn't mean to hurt you."

"It's not your fault...don't apologise."

I move to straddle his lower stomach, just above his crotch. His hands move to my hips and he stares up at me lovingly. I lean down to kiss him, but he stops me.

"Sophie. You have to listen to your father. I really like you, and that's why I won't get you in anymore trouble. This is a hundred percent for you...Sophie. I'm breaking up with you. You're a single woman again."

"Michael...I don't care what my dad says. I don't want to break up with you. I think...I think I love you. I'll show you."

I move to sit on his thighs as I start to undo his belt and pants.

"Sophie...stop...we can't do this..."

"Yes Michael we can. And I am going to make it happen."

I start palming him through his pants and he lets out some small moans. He's so sexy. I can feel him hardening under my hand.

"Sophie...Sophie...that feels so good...but you have to stop."

"Just relax and enjoy this Michael."

I lean down and kiss and suck his neck, leaving small hickeys there. All the while my hand is still teasing him. He continues moaning quietly and his hands start playing with the hem of my shirt.

"Take it off, Michael. Let's make this happen."

"No. We...we can't. Oh my god...that feels so good."

Michael's POV:

I can feel my self control slipping away with each kiss and touch. My hands subconsciously start pushing up her shirt. My fingers feeling her warm skin of her stomach, I'm getting harder and I just want her to free me of this feeling. I feel her hand slip under my waistband of my boxers and I lose all self control.
All I can think of is her naked body on top of me, I want it to be a reality. I pull off her shirt and stare at her beautiful body before letting my hands explore her chest. I unhook her bra and palm her breasts as she pulls my length out of my boxers and pumps it in her hands.
We are both moaning a bit louder than earlier, I can feel myself getting so close to my release. I bring my head down to suckle her breasts, as I reach my orgasm. I moan loudly on her breast, causing her to moan also.

"Oh my god! That was so good, Sophie."

"Are you glad you let it happen?"

"Glad, isn't how I would explain it. Yes it felt so good...but it shouldn't have happened. This isn't how I wanted our first sexual encounter to be."

"I understand...it's not what I imagined either. But it's not like we actually had sex...I just gave you a hand job..."

"I know."

We both redress ourselves and stand up.

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