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Chapter 14

Shawn

It's been already 4 months since that tragedy and now Camila's already back in Miami. And still, I'm all alone at Canada.

I looked at the pictures that we took at Miami, we looked good to each other. I wanted to see Camila happy like this. Her smile, her laugh, everything.

I looked at the picture where Camila actually kissed my cheek and she laughed. I missed her and love her so much. Words will never explain how much I love her.

I'm packing to go back to my house because I got a break from college, so I decided to come home and meet my family.

I put that picture on my wallet and some frames so I can see her everytime I want.

Suddenly, my phone was ringing and it says "Camila's dad". I decided to answer it, of course.

"Good evening, Shawn, how are you?" he said,

"Good evening, Mr. I'm feeling great right now, how about your family?" I said,

"Well, we are very good but we need you, right now. Camila suddenly always crying in the night and I already asked her but she never told me, can you help me?" he said,

"How about Jack?" I said, I actually wanted to meet her but I still thinking about Jack.

"She's still with Jack but she never told it to Jack, too," he explained,

"I was thinking about to go home, but I'll think about it later but I'll come to Miami soon, I'll tell you when," I said,

"Thank you very very much, kid. I don't know what we're going to do if we don't know you," he thanked,

"Sure, you're always welcome. I have to go now, good evening,"

"Okay, good evening, Shawn," he said and I hung off the telephone.

As I drove home, I kept thinking about Camila. I mean, I really wanna go there but we might be strangers as fuck. She doesn't even know me at all.

I put a frame of Camila and I's picture, I looked at it while the traffic light is red. I missed her a lot.

As I got home, my family got so excited because I don't want to tell them because I want to make it surprise.

I hugged my Mom because I missed her so much, I love my Mom. I missed my family and Camila.

"Hey, I heard Camila was in Canada, why don't you invite her to come over?" Mom asked,

"I was, I was planning to invite her to come over here but she got into an accident and she got amnesia and she forgot me at all," I explained,

"Ooh, poor you, my love. Don't worry, it's gonna be okay," Mom said as she comforted me.

My dad was in miles away because he's actually back to Portugese because he got a job there.

I put all of my things and suitcases to my room. I looked around my room and I think that I missed this room so fucking much. It feels great to be back on home.

I unlocked my phone and looked at my homescreen. There's Camila's picture as my homescreen. You never know how much I missed her and how much I hurt when she forgot all about me.

I will never give up on this, I will be good at this.

I decided to check for a ticket to Miami and they all sold out. I checked for the ticket to Miami for two days later and there's some that haven't sold out.

I decided to go to downstairs and tell everything about Camila's dad and I conversation this evening. Mom said yes.

Thank God, thank you so much.

I stepped back to my room and ordered the ticket to Miami for the day after tomorrow. I'm really excited to meet her again and spend time with her again.

Camila

I'm here at my room. People, including my parents kept asking me why I'm always crying. Yes, I cried a lot. Because I was alone and I feel left out.

I know, I have Jack. But he's not like the past. He kinda changed. I missed him from the past.

Until now, I'm still thinking about the guy who left me all alone in the hospital and never came back.

Who is he and why he never came back? Why he never tell me who is he? That's why I'm crying a lot lately.

I unlocked my phone and called Jack but he didn't answer my call. I threw my phone at the wall so it gets broken. I hate him, so much.

I opened my laptop and opened some pictures on the library.

I looked at the exact guy that left me on the hospital. My head got hurt so much but I tried to hold it.

"Shit!" I held my head very tight,

"Who fucking are you?" I yelled,

I started to remember who is he. His face kept spinning on my head with the memories.

"Baby, are you okay?" Mom opened the door quickly,

"My head hurts!" I yelled and Mom put away the laptop and closed it.

"Drink this," Mom said as she handed me the medicines.

His face still spinning around my head and I tried to remember him.

"Mom, can you tell me something?" I asked,

"Tell you what?" she said, she looked nervous and worried about what am I going to say.

"Um, do you remember the guy that stood beside Jack?" I asked,

"Yeah, why?" she said,

"Um, who is really he? Is he came from my past?" I asked and my Mom went quiet. She looked at me but she didn't say anything.

"It's not your time," she broke the silence,

"Why?!" I said,

"Your time and memories will answer your question, later. Just let it flow and you will remember him," she explained.

I shook my head and I got really mad about this. Why no one wants to tell me about this? Even Jack.

"You know what, Mom?! I asked these questions because I really wanted to know him! I don't have anyone! I know that he will always be there when I needed him!" I yelled,

"Hone-," Mom started to say something but I cut her words,

"Just get out of my room and leave me alone!" I yelled as I covered my whole body with my blanket.

I heard she closed the door very slowly. I felt about getting mad with my Mom and this is very disappointing for me.

I hate life, I hate my whole life.