sorry // justin bieber

16.- i'm not joking

Me: is this why you asked me those things?

Justin: I have some moments

Justin: i guess i just don't want you killing yourself you know

Me: i don't want you killing yourself either

Justin: that's good

Me: yeah, good

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Me: you'd tell me those things too, right Justin?

Me: you never really answered

Justin: i'll keep you in mind if i ever decide to kill myself

Me: don't joke about that

Justin: I'm not joking

Justin: I really consider you my friend, and if I ever want to kill myself for real, I'll try to think of you

Me: I am really glad to hear that

Justin: have you ever thought about it?

Me: hmm

Me: this is a really deep conversation to have over text

Justin: well when do you wanna meet?

Me: oh okay haha

Me: what about tomorrow

Justin: just tell me where do you live

Me: You're not being serious

Justin: I am being really serious

Me: okay take a few days to really think what you're asking me and then you're free to tell me

Justin: do you not want to meet?

Me: it's not that

Me: but we've met for like just a few weeks or months idk

Me: I don't know if you're thinking this through

Justin: we are just meeting for maybe coffee, Halley

Justin: it's not like we're getting married lol

Me: I could be a crazy stalker

Justin: are you a crazy stalker?

Me: well, no

Justin: yeah, thought so

Me: hmm

Justin: just tell me where do you live so I can go visit you :)

Me: and when do you want to come?

Justin: idk as soon as possible

Me: soon

Justin: yes, okay, I get it, let's move on

Me: lol

Justin: so what do you think? when do you want me to go? :)

Me: ugh give me some time to psychologically prepare myself, dude

Justin: why do you need time? lol

Me: becauSE YOU'RE STILL MY FUCKING IDOL EVEN WHEN WE SAID WE WERE FRIENDS OKAY

Me: and I'm nervous