sorry // justin bieber

14.- i blame the tv show

Me: did you think about it yet?

Justin: can't think of a single thing

Me: i think you just don't want to tell me

Justin: friends don't tell each other everything

Me: they do, that's what friends are for

Justin: do you tell your friends everything?

Me: i don't have any friends

Justin: really? :(

Me: yeah

Me: I mean, I do have a group of people with whom I hang out

Me: but lately i wouldn't call them friends

Justin: why lately?

Me: idk, i guess i just have too many expectations on friends

Justin: i blame the tv show for that

Me: hell yeah

Me: i'm like excuse me where can i find these people??

Me: so you like friends?

Justin: duh

Me: okay yeah everybody likes friends

Justin: and what about your friends?

Me: hmm i don't know

Me: i've been feeling a little down lately

Me: i hate it when they don't notice that

Me: i know, i'm being childish but I just wish they'd care as much for me as I care for them

Justin: i know what you feel

Me: has it happened to you?

Justin: yeah, well, I think it happens to all of us

Justin: to care a lot for someone and just feeling like they don't care

Justin: but sometimes they do care

Justin: maybe it's just that we can't see that

Justin: maybe you should tell them

Me: tell them what?

Justin: that you feel like this

Me: what for

Me: i mean, i don't want them to care because i ask them to

Me: if i tell them, they'll start asking me questions and stuff

Justin: you seriously don't like questions

Me: yeah

Justin: why is that?

Me: I don't like it when people get to know me

Me: so i try avoiding that

Justin: why don't you like it?

Me: because then they go all know-it-all on you

Me: i can't even breathe without getting a "oh so is that thing affecting you again?" with a fucking sympathetic smile

Me: it starts to get annoying tbh

Justin: sometimes that's a good thing you know

Justin: so people can actually know when something's wrong

Me: but sometimes nothing's wrong and i'm just tired or sleepy

Me: then i can't even explain myself because they think they already know what's wrong

Me: and won't even let me talk

Justin: i wish i could help you fix this :(

Me: it's okay

Me: i keep hanging with them tho

Justin: have you ever thought on changing your group of friends?

Me: i can't stand anyone else lol

Justin: hmm i've notice you don't have much patience

Me: you're right buddy

Me: speaking of which, you still have to think about that one thing

Me: i'm waiting