sorry // justin bieber

27.- psycho bitch

Me: no it wasn't about my dad

This is exactly the kind of thing I told Justin about. I told Farrah once that I sometimes feel bad because of my dad and know every time I feel down she brings up the subject. This one time I snapped at her and told her I have issues aside my dad. She never brought it up again. Until now.

Truth is I haven't told Farrah any of the things that's been going on in my life lately. Not even about Connor. Not even to think about telling her about Justin. And in some way, I feel like this is my twisted way of punishing her.

God, that made me sound like a psycho.

I'm not, I promise.

The thing is my friendship with Farrah has been a bit tense during the last years. Yes, years. It all collapsed a few years ago when we had this huge fight and she accused me of being a bad friend. And I thought "who the hell does this bitch think she is to tell me I'm a bad friend? She's no fucking miss perfection either". So in a totally "go fuck yourself" move I kept on being friends with her, and she is the one I talk the most to, but it's not really the same. I stopped telling her my stuff and maybe that's what's been hurting me the most. I have no one to tell when I'm sad. For a brief moment I thought that that one person could've been Justin but well, I guess I was just a fool to believe that.

Back to my point, that's my way to get back at her. Not telling her the things that bother me so she gets to be the bad friend without even knowing it.

Damn, I sound like a revengeful psycho bitch.

Oh well. 

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a/n: I know, this chapter didn't involved a lot of Justin, but this is some important Halley stuff.

I hope you like the story:)