Mama said

ch.8

" wait, wait so jxmmi real deal jumped off the staircase and messed himself up that bad?" I asked nearly dying in the food court.

"Hell yea it was that serious, nigga tore his whole knee cap open you could see the bone" swae said Chuckling. We were having a good time in the food court discussing the time jxmmi nearly lost his leg due to being stupid.

"All jokes aside I seriously thank you for doing this you really didnt have too" I said while smiling at him

"No problem, you deserve to look and feel just as beautiful as any other girl" he said looking in my eyes while licking his lips. Today we went to almost all the stores in the mall, swae seriously ran a check today and all for me, yea I'm feeling special, but I can't help it he's practically spoiling me. From the clothes to now looking like he's about to kiss me

"Listen I ain't gone front, I'm feeling you girl. From your smile to your beautiful hazel eyes, that cute little speech impairment you have, regardless of your living situation I want to be with you, please tell me you feel the same way?"

Is he serious right now? Fuck yea I feel the same way but this is still all to early, we've only known each other for 3 days now, theirs no way we could feel this way, this fast. But you know what they say love happens in mysterious ways, but how the hell would I even know if this is love and not just a booty call....idk what to do

"Swae- before I knew it my tongue was fighting for dominance with his, i was on cloud fucking 56 and a bitch ain't want to come down.
Sadly my euphoria had to end when he lightly pulled away biting my lip.

"Idk what you were about to say, but judging by your facial expression doesn't seem to good, I'm gonna let you think on that desicion" he said while holding his hand out to help me up.

Taking him on his offer we both quietly walked out the mall with bags on our hand

"See you at school tomorrow love" he says winking at me

"See you swae" I open the house door only to be endulged in fear when I see my mom on the other side of the torn old couch. "Shit" I quietly say to myself seeing the disappointment in her eyes.

"Shit is damn right, where the hell were you?"

"I-i- was at the mall" I reply

"With who? The mall is nearly all the way cross town, ain't no way you walked crossed town to the mall by your damn self. Who did you go with?" She asks getting angrier by the second.

"A friend"

"A friend..... its them boys isn't it?"

"No mama"

"WOULD YOU QUIT WITH THE ACT, I KNOW YOU WERE WITH THOSE BOYS AND I SPECIFICALLY TOLD YO ASS TO STAY AWAY FROM THEM" my mother shouted at me

" THEIR THE ONLY FRIENDS I HAVE MY MOM"

"THOSE BOYS ARE NOT YOUR FRIENDS THEIR FUCKING SUGAR DADDIES, AND I WILL NOT RAISE A HOE YOUNG LADY"

"WHY ARE YOU SO CONCERN WITH WHO I ASSOCIATE MYSELF WITH?" I asked

"BECAUSE I ONLY WANTS WHATS BEST FOR YOU"

"I FUCKING KNOW WHATS BEST FOR ME" I replied

Their was a long moment of silence, so silent as if you could almost hear the spirit of my decease father Glide through the little space between my mother and i

"Go to your room kyrie"

" Gladly"

From that point on I had no longer gave any fucks if my mother approved of me hanging with them or not I was going to do what the fuck I wanted. I'm tired of being walked over a and feeling ugly, new wardrobe new me and I'm really liking what I cam become. I don't need anyone but me and my Friends.....jxmmi and swae

I love you mom but its time for me to live a little

"I can only take you so far baby child, the rest is up to you"

-mama