I can just hear them now
"How could you let us down?"
But, they don't know what I've found
Or seen it from this way round
Feeling it overtake
All that I used to hate
Worried bout every trait
I tried but it's way to late
All the signs I don't read
Two sides of me can't agree
When I breathe in to deep
Going with what I always longed for
Feel like a brand new person
But I don't care I'm in love
I hummed the lyrics to Rihanna's same ol mistakes as I pulled my emerged body from under water.
And I still don't know why it's happening
Finally taking flight
I know you don't think it's right
I know that you think it's fake
Maybe fakes what I like
Everybody feels like I let them down but they really don't see from this way round.
I can't let them go I'm nothing without them. I let a lot of angels fly away that God casted in my life, but who needs people who are only going judge you on the decisions you make? Not me!
I need to put my emotions on the back burner and focus on improving myself for the better.
You need to work on getting back to the hotel we have a shoot in 2 hours
Reading the message sent out by Charles I grabbed my towel and dried off Before entering the building.
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"Hey there, big guy. I-I um know I don't talk to you as much as I should but, I just need your guidance. H-help me please, I'm begging you.
I prayed a silent prayer as I walked out the bathroom back to the table.
"They have a nice bathroom" I said,
"This is South Africa, they have a lot of nice things," said Charles letting out a chuckle.
Charles decided to take me out to one of South Africa's finest restaurants, the lucky bean. I laughed when I first heard it.
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