Mama said

Ch.48

I can just hear them now

"How could you let us down?"

But, they don't know what I've found

Or seen it from this way round

Feeling it overtake

All that I used to hate

Worried bout every trait

I tried but it's way to late

All the signs I don't read

Two sides of me can't agree

When I breathe in to deep

Going with what I always longed for

Feel like a brand new person

But I don't care I'm in love

I hummed the lyrics to Rihanna's same ol mistakes as I pulled my emerged body from under water.

And I still don't know why it's happening

Finally taking flight

I know you don't think it's right

I know that you think it's fake

Maybe fakes what I like

Everybody feels like I let them down but they really don't see from this way round.

I can't let them go I'm nothing without them. I let a lot of angels fly away that God casted in my life, but who needs people who are only going judge you on the decisions you make? Not me!

I need to put my emotions on the back burner and focus on improving myself for the better.

You need to work on getting back to the hotel we have a shoot in 2 hours

Reading the message sent out by Charles I grabbed my towel and dried off Before entering the building.

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"Hey there, big guy. I-I um know I don't talk to you as much as I should but, I just need your guidance. H-help me please, I'm begging you.

I prayed a silent prayer as I walked out the bathroom back to the table.

"They have a nice bathroom" I said,

"This is South Africa, they have a lot of nice things," said Charles letting out a chuckle.

Charles decided to take me out to one of  South Africa's finest restaurants, the lucky bean. I laughed when I first heard it.