The Hell of Titans.... What Did I Do To Deserve this? [SnK/AoT Fanfic]

Chapter 22

*First person pov*

     I was just walking around the town in a daze. I saw the occasional titan, but nothing more. I don't know how much time I spent here, or how much time has past. "HELP ME!!! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!" I heard a voice yell, a feminine one. I turned a corner and saw a titan cornering a girl. I saw bodies around her so I assumed it was her team. It was a 7 meter titan with short brown hair, and piercing blue eyes. The girl short brown hair and pretty green eyes. I hooked onto the neck and just sliced it open just like that. The titan fell to the ground and I landed next to the girl. "Are you okay?" I asked her, smiling lightly at her. Yes, I may be depressed and maybe going insane, but I need to keep smiling for people around me. I don't want them to worry about me. "N-No I-I- I'm out of g-gas!!" The girl chokes out and curls up in a ball. I soften at this and looked around. "I can get you some gas. Don't worry." I told the girl, smiling at her warmly. She looked up, tear stained. "No!! The supply squad has barricaded themselves in there, we can't get in! Besides, 3 or 4 meter titans might have gathered there! We'll die!!" The girl shouts, sobbing. I thought about it. "Then let's switch tanks." I said, taking off my tanks. I tap it, it was at least 60 percent full. "B-But, what about you!?" The girl shouts. "I don't value my life, like some people. Not after what I've seen... go." I said, handing it to her. She gave me her gas tanks. "Th-Thank you very much!" She said, bowing. I looked to the gates of inner trost, the gate people used to escape was closed. "Hmm... all the townspeople have been evacuated it seems like. Go and climb the walls now and to safety." I told her as I clipped on he tanks on my 3DMG. "I-I-I'm not leaving you!!" The girl shouts. "Don't try and be a hero or... that happens." I said, gesturing to her fallen teamates. "But... I want to be able to save at least one life!! All I did was been a useless shit to my team... I got them killed. Let me at least save you!!!" The girl yells and I snap. "THEN LET ME SAVE YOU!!! LIKE YOU, I HAVE BEEN AT FAULT OF MY TEAM'S DEATH!!! JUST TAKE MY TANKS AND GO!!" I shout, shoving her away harshly. She stumbles, tears in her eyes. I hug myself as I look away. "Just grant me this favor... save yourself." I said as I turn back to her. More tears strems down her face and she nods. "Yes.... I am so sorry." She said before zipping away. I rub the back of my head and sighed. I hate lying to people. "Man... now I have to go get more gas." I complained to myself and started walking towards HQ. As I walk, I stumble across bodies and titans. I hate all titans. I want to kill all of them. I undid the briad the titan gave me in anger. "Shit!!" I cursed as I kicked a rock in anger. I tied my hair up in my usual ponytail and kept walking. I huff and stomp to the HQ, glaring daggers at all the titans that pass me. I wish I can just kill them all, but I don't have the power since I switched my gas tanks to empty tanks. After a while, I made it to the HQ. I actually spotted trainees running on the roofs at the HQ. Are we at this point already...? I turn back to the HQ and it was overrun by titans. Okay... I guess I should distract all these titans and reduce the amount of deaths at least.... I sighed and ran towards the HQ. "HELLO!!!! TITAN-CHANS!" I yelled, waving my arms at the titans at the HQ. They all turned to me with curious eyes. I did 'I seriously hate sundays' dance (video above). "COME AND DANCE WITH ME!!!" I said as I shaked my ass at them. I saw all the trainnes running on the roofs, little ways away. I spotted Jean among them. I turn back to the titans and they were dancing as well. I started to lead them away from the HQ. All the trainees were searching for the source of who's doing.... Whatever the hell I'm doing to the titans. They finally spotted me leading them away, on the ground. "BASIL!!!!" Jean yelled, with wide eyes. He turned away from the trainees to me. "NO JEAN!!!! LIVE ON FOR ME!!!" I yelled, while doing the stupid freaking dance. Jean still kept running but Marco stopped him. I didn't know what Marco said to Jean, but it made Jean turn back around, glancing at me with sadden eyes. I continued to distract the titans until everyone was to the safety of the HQ. I stopped dancing, exhausted. That dance took a lot out of me. "Alright..... Now to the storage room..." I said to myself as I stood back up. The freaking titans were still dancing. That's some amazing endurance. I ran back to the HQ, ignoring the tiredness of my body. I burst through the HQ doors, and there were seven 3 to 4 meter titans in there. I walked up to the gas tanks and refuled my tanks, but only just to it's 5 percent of gas. "Alright." I said to myself and walk back outside. Okay, I'm going to join back with my group with the same amount of gas as them, empty. I hook onto the HQ and bursted through the windows, tumbling. I jumped up, brushing the glass of my body. I turned to the trainees, who were wide eyed and shocked. "Basil!?" Jean yelled as he ran over an hugged me. "You worried me.... Do you know how much you worried me? How did you survive?" Jean said, as he pulled away. "Ehehehe..... I got lucky?" I said, rubbing the back of my head sheepishly. Jean frowned and poked my forehead. "Dumbass." Jean said. Sasha ran over and smothered me with a hugs and kisses. "Oh my god I thought my food buddy was gone!!! Waaaahhh!!" Sasha sobs into my shirt. I pat her back comforting. Jean spots the people under the tables. "Hey... you're part of the supply squad, aren't you!?" Jean said, glaring at them. He grabs one of them by the collar, pulled them out, and punched the guy he grabbed. "Stop it Jean!!" I yelled as I pried Sasha off of me and ran over to Jean and  hugged his waist to keep him from going at it. Marco also came over to help me as well, by holding him back by the arms. "THESE BASTARDS ABANDONED US!! DO YOU EVEN HAVE A CLUE ON HOW MANY DIED!?" Jean yelled as he struggles against us. A girl covered in blood runs over to help the guy, tears streaming down her face. "The titans invaded the supply depot!! What could we have done!?" The girl yelled. "IT'S YOUR JOB TO FIGURE SOMETHING OUT!!" Jean yelled. Just then, I heard a howling of wind. Like a torpedo or something.... oh shit. "EVERYONE GET DOWN!!!" "TAKE COVER!!" Me and Reiner yelled at the same time. A titan bursts it's head through the wall, dust and wind hitting us. "Dammit! There are too many people gathered here!" Jean cursed. Everyone starts screaming and headed deeper inside the HQ for cover. "C'mon Jean, let's go!!! Hurry!!" I yelled, tugging on his sleeve. Jean just stood there, staring at the two titans that have gathered there. "COME ON!!!" I yelled. Just then, a fist came hurling at the titans and the titans were sent flying away.