The Hell of Titans.... What Did I Do To Deserve this? [SnK/AoT Fanfic]

Chapter 55

(A/N: Okay, it seems like most of you guys want Levi to be paired up with Basil, and I have no complaints :) Levi's my husband out of like 700 other husbands... but he's my first and main, so this isn't going to be any trouble for me. Anyways, enjoy the chapter!)

*First person pov*

"So... that's what happened..." I said as I leaned back in my seat. We were sitting around the campfire, telling me all what happened. "So... there was no way we could have brought back any of the bodies?" I asked them. "Yeah... there was no way we could out run the titans..." Armin told me. They haven't mentioned the everybody else's death yet... should I ask about it? Or spare reliving the feelings until we get back to the castle? I think I'll just get it over with... "Hey... What about the others? Petra? Are they all safe?" I asked them, then Levi looked to me. "They all died." Levi said bluntly. "Th... They did?" I asked him, and Hanji put a hand on my shoulder. "I'm sorry... there was nothing we could have done." Hanji apologized to me. "I... I understand..." I said to me. Eren glares at the ground. "I wish I turned back then... then they wouldn't have died. Petra's.... Petra's father said that... Petra wanted to marry Captain Le-" "Brat, shut the fuck up." Levi snapped at Eren. He was glaring at Eren. "That's... horrible... Captain, are you okay...? We could always talk if you need talking.... It's not good to keep it all bottle up." I said to Levi, and he just tchs. I just looked at him worriedly then looked back to the group. Mikasa clenches her fists. "I'm going to kill that bitch when I get the chance. For what she did to you and Eren... and Everybody else." Mikasa said to me, glaring at the ground. "Guys... the food is ready." Jean said, who had food on plates. He was in charge of cooking... and I got to say from the experience from living with him, he's a good cook. Though, he can't bake to save his life. He hands the superiors the food first, then us. I get my plate, and I just stared at the food. It was a boiled potato, and some bread. "Are you not going to eat?" Armin asked me, and I shook my head. "No, I'm going to eat. It just need a ingredient that I got outside the walls." I said as I grabbed my backpack, and got out the salt. "What's that?" Hanji asked me, looking at the cylinder of salt curiously even though it has 'salt' written on there. "Salt." I answered, and Eren, Jean, and Hanji choked on their food. Mikasa and Armin just nearly dropped their food, while Levi just remained normal. But, Levi's eyes were widened slightly. "Salt!? How did you get that!?" Armin yelled, taking the salt from me. "It was in the bag when I found it." I lied. I'm getting better at lying, yay! Actually, not yay, lying is bad. Don't lie to anyone kids. I take the salt away from Armin and opened the salt opening. "You all want some on your potatoes?" I asked them, putting salt on my potato. "C-Can we?" Eren asked me. "Yup! Pass the salt around." I said, handing it to the nearest person who was Armin. "I can't believe it... Are you sure this is salt? It looks like sugar.... does it taste like sugar?" Armin said as he took a pinch of salt and held it to his mouth to taste. "Wait! Don't do tha-" It was too late, Armin had put the salt in his mouth. He spat it right out, onto the ground. "Agh! What is that taste?" Armin said, scrunching up his nose. "Don't eat it by itself... that's disgusting. Put it on your potato, you only need just a little bit on it." I said as I took the salt from Armin and put it on his potato. I gave it to Armin, and he took the potato and ate it. "Better?" I asked him as he chewed. "The taste is still there... but it's better with the potato and it tastes really, really good!" Armin said as he took another bite. "I know right? Here Eren, get some." I said as I passed it to him. He put some on his potato and passed to Mikasa, who passed it to Jean, and so on. We started to eat in silence, just savoring the taste of salt. It wasn't my first time having salt, but it was theirs so I'm just going to let them savor the taste. "I can't believe there's so much salt... I don't think we have this much salt in the walls." Jean said as he finished his potato. "Well, I guess I got lucky then." I said as I finished my food. "Alright brats it's curfew. Get to sleep, and if I find any of you awake, I will kick your ass." Levi growled at us. "Yessir." We all replied except for Mikasa and Hanji, Mikasa hates Levi and Hanji just doesn't need to. We all grab our sleeping bags, but I didn't have a sleeping bag. "Here brat." Levi said, and I turned to him and I almost didn't catch the sleeping bag that was thrown at me. "Tch, use mine." Levi said to me. "What about you Cap?" I asked him as I set the bag on the ground. "Tch, it doesn't matter." Levi growled at me, but for some reason, some reason his usual appearance started to stick to me. He was really pale... and had very dark bags under his eyes. "Hey... Are you have sleeping problems? I mean, I know you had bags under your eyes before, but now they seem worse..." I asked him and he glares at me. "Tch, just get to sleep brat. Or I WILL put you to sleep myself." Levi said as he clenches his fist. I hold up my hands in defense. "Okay... Okay... But if you want to share a sleeping bag, you can." I said, tilting my head to the side giving him a closed eyed smile. I heard nothing but silence. "How fucking innocent are you..." Levi mumbled under his breath. "Huh? I'm not. I know EXACTLY what I said. But, I'm still giving you the offer since you're like 30 years old and I'm 16. I'm sure you don't want to go to jail for pedophilia, now do you?" I asked him, still smiling. "Wow you brat, do I really look 30? Tch, I'm 20 asshole." Levi said, and a silence settled. "Huh?" I said, confusion setting in. "EH!?" I yelled. What the hell!? He's supposed to be like 34!! Why is he 20!? What is going on!!! "Tch, is it that surprising to you?" Levi said, glaring at me. "B-But you act like a 30 year old man!" I said as I point at him. "Tch, just shut up and go to fucking sleep." Levi said, glaring at me. "Okay... Okay... but the offer is still up.... Don't try anything!" I said as I ran off to set up the sleeping bag. That was so embarrassing! I could have sworn he was like 34... I rummaged through the backpack for my toothbrush, toothpaste, and water. I opened the toothpaste and slapped it on to my toothbrush and started to brush my teeth. "Um... Why did you put that slime in your mouth?" Jean said, with a disgusted look on his face. "It's... like... soap... for... your... teeth..." I tried to say, mouthful of foam. "Oh um... can I have some of that?" Jean asked, holding out his brush. I finally was finished with the two minutes of brushing my teeth and spat out the foam. "Sure, but try not to spit it out because of the flavor and don't swallow it. You'll die." I said, and it was half true. But, only if you ate like tons of it. I put some on Jean's brush and started to brush. I grabbed my water and rinsed my mouth, then spat it out. "It... Tastes... disgusting..." Jean said through all the foam. "I kinda like the taste.... it's minty." I said as I closed the bottle of water. "What... does... minty... mean?" Jean asked me. "It's a word I made up to describe that flavor." I lied through my teeth. "How... Long... Do... I... Brush?" Jean asked as he kept brushing. "Eh... you can spit it out now, it's been about two minutes." I said, and Jean spat out the toothpaste. "Ugh, that was disgusting... can have some of that water so I can rinse my mouth?" Jean asked me. "Sure." I said as I opened the cap and gave it Jean. He drank it and swished the water around in his mouth and spat it out. "Get to sleep brats!" Levi yelled at us. "Meep! I'm sorry!" I yelled as I leaped into my sleeping bag and tried to sleep. Actually, scratch that, I slept like a rock.