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36 - Confused..

    Chapter 36

"Damien i'm going home now" I said walking into his bedroom.

"Why so soon?"

"I've been here the whole day Damien"

"Stay the night" He said getting up

"No, I have things to do" I said

"Kmt why do you have to be so difficult for?" He said grabbing my arm

"OW Damien you're hurting me!" I said pushing him away

He looked at me and let go. He sighed and sat down on his bed..

"Cassie i'm so sorry.. I don't know whats wrong with me. I didn't mean to do that.."

"I'm gone yeah"

"Please Cass.." He said coming towards me. "I need you with me.. We haven't been the same these last couple of months.."

"Damie-"

"Please.." He whispered wrapping his arms around me..

I looked away and sighed. He kissed my cheek, and then my neck. I just ignored him. I couldn't be asked for his mixed emotions. He stopped and sighed.

"Baby please" He begged

"Fine. I'm still going home though, I need to get some stuff first"

"Okay" He smiled

*

I walked home slowly thinking about how rubbish my whole life was. I hardly have friends, I have no parents, I've somehow ended up in an abusive relationship.. My life is an absolute MESS! I got to my front door and unlocked it. I walked inside and went straight upstairs. I got out a small bag and packed my pyjamas, a top and trousers. I went into the bathroom and put some of my makeup in the bag and went downstairs. I stopped in the corridor and looked in the mirror. I looked such a mess. I looked at the bruise on my neck that Damien done earlier. Looking at it made me feel so sick. I let the tears fall down my cheeks. I was soo confused.. It's like one minute he's fine and the next minute he's switching ..Im actually scared of him. I don't know what to do..

I wiped my tears and took a deep breath and left the house. I walked down the road taking the shortcuts and ended up near some shops. It had just gone past 8 and it was getting quite dark. I walked another 5 minutes before I heard someone calling my name.. I looked around but couldn't see anyone so I carried on walking.

I felt a hand grab my arm and spin me around..

"Missed me?" He said

"Leave me alone" I said walking off

"Arrr don't be like that b. I just wanna talk"

"There's nothing to talk about. We don't even talk. I've never even had a normal conversation with you"

"Yeah we can start now innit" He said dragging me

"OLIVER MOVE!"

"Or WHAT? Smirkz ain't here to save you.." He said grabbing my arm and pushing me against the wall

"Oliver just please leave me alone.." I said crying

"No cassie. Because you see.. I always get what I want ..And I want you. Since you don't speak to smirkz anymore, nothings gonna stop me.."

"Oliver don't do this ..please.."

*

"Get up" He said punching me

I got up slowly. I couldn't breathe. I was so scared. He was dangerous. His punches were SO hard.

"I AIN'T GONNA TOUCH YOU! Hurry up and get up KMT" He said. "Give me everything you've got. Money, Phone, Everything" He added