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32 - Feelings

     Chapter 32

I woke up in bed with a banging headache. My vision was blurry and my body was slyly aching. I rubbed my face and  sat up slowly. Last nights events just played in my head over and over again. The fact that I had lost my best friend hadn't really sinked in. I shrugged it off and got out of bed. I made my way downstairs and sighed at the messy living room. Slowly I started picking things up and clearing the mess. I came across my phone on the floor. I turned it on to see missed calls and texts. Some from Liz, some from Damien, some from Cashel ..and 1 from Darnell. I put my phone on charge and went back upstairs..

*Darnells POV*

I lay on my bed watching Leila get dressed after our little 'session'. As much as I wanted to I couldn't even concentrate. I kept thinking about Cassie. Cassie and Damien. What Cashel said yesterday.. I sighed remembering Last nights events. My stupid behaviour. Her last words rang round and round in my head.. 

"Darnell, what's wrong?"

I looked up at her .."Nothing"

I reached over to my desk and lit a spliff.

"Darnell I know when you're lying to me.. Come on ..you can tell me" She said laying next to me

"I SAID I'M FINE!"

"It's that Cassie girl innit" She said kissing her teeth and getting up

"Arr lowe it Leila man. Nows not the time"

"NO! Darnell I'm SICK and TIRED of you giving ALL your attention to HER! I'M your girlfriend! Not HER! These last couple of weeks I've been trying to get your attention. I've cooked for you, cleaned for you, I've surprised you BUT NO! WHATEVER HAPPENS CASSIE SOMEHOW ALWAYS ENDS UP RUINING THINGS FOR US! AND I CAN'T HAVE A SINGLE CONVERSATION WITH YOU WITHOUT YOU BRINGING HER UP! So why don't YOU go and make HER your girlfriend and LET ME GO!" She shouted

She grabbed the rest of her stuff and headed for the door.

"Babe wait!" I said and closed the door.."Look I'm sorry okay.. I understand that I haven't been there for you as much but it's all going to change ok? There's no more Cassie. It's just me and you.."

"Promise?"

"I promise"

She smiled and we kissed..I dragged her back to the bed.. This is it

*Cassies' POV*

I ran downstairs to the door which had been banging for the last 10 minutes. Flipping hell. I looked through the peephole and opened the door.

"Cassie OMG I'm soo soo sorry! I-" She started crying 

"It's fine Elizabeth. I know you told Darnell"

I walked off into the kitchen and gave her a box of tissues..

"Cass I swear to you, I didn't mean to! I was drunk"

"Well are you gonna keep crying or are you gonna tell me what happened?" I asked..

She sniffed and wiped her tears. She nodded and then sat down..

"Okay, so basically after you left ..Leila and Darnell had an argument ..something to do with you but I don't know what. And then she left and Darnell came and sat with us. Now I was angry from what me and Michael had been talking about and I was drunk. I started blabbing to Darnell about the way he treats you and how pathetic boys are..And he switched and I switched and then...I accidentally told him about you and Damien and how he treats you much better than him-" She explained