So my dad went to jail this morning and it's still pretty fresh in my head and one of my friends died yesterday. And he was so young he was only 16. He had his whole like in front of him. And he was so funny man I swear he always had me entertained. And now my dads gone I don't feel safe anymore. He always was had my back even if I was in the wrong he always was there for me. And it's like how do I keep claim knowing my dad isn't gonna be there every morning waking me up for school or playing around with me. My heart hurts so much. And all I want is for someone to just hold me and tell me everything is gonna be alright. And all I keep think about is Jack. And I don't want to cause I know he treats me bad but I want him to fucking suffer so he can feel how I feel. But if I could have one wish I would ask just to all have all my love ones in the same room for a good 5 minutes just show I could show my love to them. But this is the second shooting in my neighborhood in two weeks. I don't know what to do at this point my head is every where. I am so lost. And I just need guidance.
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Ups and Downs to Life
Dla nastolatkówHi I'm Nicole Heart I'm 14 and I think I have a terrible life. I'm down all the time my heart hurts in every type of way. I had some tough times. The first chapter is a little boring.
