I am really trying to get my shit together and get my life were I want it and I can't do that if I am constantly wondering if I going fuck up my relationship with somebody not even a boyfriend like even my friends cause I don't wanna lose my love ones because I don't know how to handle it. So I kinda fell off a lot of people because I need to get my shit together. My health is not the best right now and I need to get on that. I need to get a job to help pay for some bills with my mom. I got to be strong for my dad and hold his ass down while his in jail. I need to bring my grades up so I can be who I wanna be in life I don't get the title Obstetrician or Gynecologist by sitting on my ass or being lazy as fuck. And I wanna be the best and I wanna get there and I am, and I believe in myself and that's all I need. But at the end of the day I am trying and that's all that matter to me.
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Ups and Downs to Life
Genç KurguHi I'm Nicole Heart I'm 14 and I think I have a terrible life. I'm down all the time my heart hurts in every type of way. I had some tough times. The first chapter is a little boring.
