Ups and Downs to Life

Am I Ugly

I think every day I wake up I'm ugly. But nobody knows that sometimes I feel pretty. That's only when I'm with all my friends. Kalyn & Jack always tell me I'm pretty but I don't see it. All my friends look way better than me. I just feel like the ugly one when I'm with my friends. I don't know if I just want to talk down to myself or I'm just ugly. Like the way I dress it's okay it could be better than it is but its not. If I had the money I would dress nicely but I can't just go spend money on clothes cause I don't have it like that. I mean I have money it's just it goes to bills. I mean it's not like I think I'm ugly every 2 seconds cause I don't think about it.

Nobody wants to be ugly but I guess I was born this way. The bae is always telling me that I'm pretty when he says I just think no I'm not. My best friend Kalyn always says I'm pretty but I just don't believe them. Sometimes me and the bae get in fights cause he hates when I call myself ugly. He says that he doesn't date ugly girls. But I guess he does. Even people in school tell me that I'm ugly and I start to believe it. Sometimes my friend are playing around and same I'm ugly and I would agree with them. Cause I'm just plain ugly but I start to believe it with I know there playing. The point I'm trying to make is that I don't think I will ever change my mind about me being ugly or not. So I'm sticking to me being ugly.