So I had court today and I hate court I always sit there waiting for somebody to come and get me so I can testify and it never seem to happen. I can't really become committed to somebody going through the shit I am going through. It's like I am to scared to leave the house and when I do leave the house I am always thinking in the back of my head "Is today the day he is ready to rape me or kidnap me?" or "Is today the day he wants to kill me?" And nobody can ever change the thoughts in my head and I am just not myself no more. I hate being alone cause I am afraid, but then again I hate being around people. I hate being in the dark I am always thinking he might come out my closet and smother me while I am sleeping or rape me while all my family members are sleeping. And me going to court isn't the worst part the worst part is he might only get 2-3 years in. And I am not gonna be satisfied until he is behind bars or died.
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Ups and Downs to Life
Teen FictionHi I'm Nicole Heart I'm 14 and I think I have a terrible life. I'm down all the time my heart hurts in every type of way. I had some tough times. The first chapter is a little boring.
