Ups and Downs to Life

Why Do Bad Things Happen To Good People

   As I was walking home from school the two people that did not like me was walking behind me. I know that something was going to happen. I never really found out why they didn't like me they just never liked me. I was still walking in a then they start throwing acorns and rocks at me and then one of them got in front of me and tripped me. I fall down the hill thats when I know I need to speed up and hurry up and get home I didn't want to any drama. Then they started talking about how I dressed & my drunk dad then they pushed me into a fence. So I knew what I had to do I had to either talk or just let them bully me. So I turned around about to say something when I choked on my own words. Then the girl on the left punched me in the face & start grabbing my hair throwing me around. Then the other girl started stomping me in the face as the other one was still punching me in stomach. Then one of the girl's mom start grabbing the girl off of me. After I got up I ran home I was so embarrassed that I just got jumped for no reason what so ever. I  got home called Demetrious crying wanting to talk to him but I told him the whole story and he didn't care not one bit. I asked him what was wrong he said nothing. After we got off the some number texted me "if this is a girl stop talking to my boyfriend Demetrious. I called the number back & was like your boyfriend is Demetrious she was like "yes". I was mad in my head I was thinking I want to brake him in half. But then I realized that I'm already broken from earlier when I got jumped. So I called him but he didn't answer I guess he knew that I knew. I called him again he answer & was like " I don't want to talk to you".

   My heart broke into pieces in my body. I blacked out for about 30 minutes. I came through my hand was big & puffy & my head was pounding like I hit my head or if I had a headache. There was still tears coming from my eyes like I just couldn't control it. My Samia & Kalyn was like calm down & they were in my face talking to me but it went in one ear & out the other. They were talking but I really wasn't listening . Then as I was trying to grab a knife & stab myself in my stomach my Kalyn wa yelling at me telling me to put it down she started to fight me to get it out. Samia is screaming at me telling me his not worth it. So I drop the knife on the floor & started to walk fast back in forth. Then I just sat down & listen to sad music. I went home that night & cried myself to sleep. I woke up I the middle of the night screaming & yelling. I had a dream that my dad was drunk & pulled me out the house & was driving then crashed into a pole. But we didn't die we just hit & slowly sat back up & he know that he was about to go back to jail so he whispered to me " I love you & I will always love you." I know I was about to die so I used my last words to say " I hope you die you stupid bastard". Then I heard the gun shot then there wasn't anything next. I woke up went downstairs & grabbed a cup of water. Then I went upstairs to the bathroom looked I. The mirror & seen my puffy eyes how much I was crying. Next I was about to push my hair back I looked at my hand that look like it got worst then I went in my room listened to some sad music until I fall back asleep.