Ups and Downs to Life

Favorite Uncle

My favorite uncle is going to jail. I hate the fact that he is cause he has been the only person that been there for me when it came to me and my mom relationship. He has always happened us out on in cause he need it. And the fact that I'm sad cause he's the only male figure in my life at the moment. So I needed my dad but also my brother and my friend in my life and now his gone. But it's not like he is dying or anything it's just I love my uncle. Like we been hell and back with each other one day I would be so pissed at him for eating my food and then the next we play-fighting. Like you don't realize what you have until it gone. And now I'm not gonna wake up and his getting some coffee or him push me cause I walk to slow up or down the stairs. I just found out his gonna go to jail a few minutes ago but I guess the fact that I'm not happy just give me a reason to cry now without people asking what's wrong you know what I mean? And this isn't gonna be long cause I wanna go in his room and think of the memories of him. But every time he go to jail and they send the stuff back it hurts me. But he was supposed to be getting his life right and doing right but now his back to his old self behind bars and that sad that my uncle go back to jail every other month that's embarrassing but I don't care I love my uncle for who he is.