Ark Weather High (Bellarke AU)

Crash and Burn

Clarke's POV
"Guys can I tell you something...?"

They all looked at me with worries eyes. I took another deep breathe and prepared myself for the worst. I don't know if I want to tell them, but I have too.

"Clarke what is it?" Octavia says impatiently

"Uhm.. Well I got a call today from Diana Smith for a scholarship to an art school." I said still shaking with fear

"That's great Clarke!" Lincoln says smiling

"Not really, the art school isn't around here guys it's 9,000 miles away. In Australia." I said still shaking

All their faces drop. Bellamy's makes me want to scream at the top of my lungs. I still have absolutely no idea who frickin sent in those drawings.

"Wha-what'd you say." Bell says upset

"I didn't say anything. I told her I would call her back. I don't know what I should do." I say

I hate seeing everyone like this. I knew I should have never brought it up. I should have just kept it to myself and never brought it up, then I wouldn't have had to choose.

"You should go." I hear Lincoln say

"What?!" O says

"Yes, Clarke you deserve something like this. You've been through hell and back and something good finally happens to you and your just gonna turn it down. No! You need to say yes." I look into Lincoln's eyes and I know he isn't lying

"I think you should go too. It would be good for you. You could be happy again Clarke. You could get away from all of this drama here and be happy." O says I think crying a little

"But guys I am happy here! With you. With my family. I get that I've had a rough past, but I'm not gonna move 9,000 miles away from my family for some art school. I love it here." I say wanting to die

I looked at Bell and can tell he is in complete shock. I just wish I knew who sent those drawings in so I can beat the hell out of them for putting this type of pressure on me.

"Bell please says something."

He just looks at me and gets up.

"Excuse me." He says walking outside

I've messed up so much. Why does my life become so difficult. I understand that we're all moving on and everything, but this isn't how I wanted to move on. I got up and walked outside to a stressed Bellamy. He's pacing back and forth.

"Bell please just tell me anything." I plead

He shakes his head.

"Clarke..." He says my name and pauses

"I want you to be happy, but if I can't do that for you than what's keeping you here?" He says

Wait what?

"What makes you think your not making me happy? I never once said you didn't make me feel good or happy." I said shocked

"Clarke, obviously if you want to go to Australia than something is up. Are you happy with me?! Do you see a future with me?!" He yells

"Of course I do. I love you Bellamy. I didn't send those drawings in. I have never shown anyone those drawings except Lincoln and...you-" I stop

"Clarke, I wou-"

"Just don't. You sent them in didn't you? What were you not happy either? Huh? Did I do something wrong? Do you not love me anymore!?" I interrupt him