33 Reasons Why

Reason 7

Reason 7: We're like fire and water, when we meet - it's a disaster and I like a little bit of disaster.

Dear Esther,

I was looking back at your prom pictures, you looked so beautiful, you know? I don't know why you think otherwise because the moment you walked into the auditorium, you captured everyone's eyes.

Mom also mentioned that she met you while you were out and told me that you had turned into a beautiful young lady. I didn't argue with her about that because it was true. I didn't tell her the real reason why I left you but she knew something was not right between us. I mean, everyone knows. It was pretty obvious since we're always with each other.

Melanie did mentioned about getting back at you or something like that but I shrugged her off and told her to grow up because she was acting like a child. Never did I know, she'd manipulate you that way and locked you in the diner. And no, it wasn't my plan! I should've stopped her. God, I make a lot of mistakes and I'm too ashamed to even apologize.

That night, I also went to the tree since I was passing by the park earlier in that afternoon. Suddenly, I remembered about the tree, I grabbed my sweater and went. I went later than you, though because I thought I saw someone at our tree but I never thought it was you.

I still have the photograph, you know? Where we finished planted and our shirt was dirty from the soil and we were soaked with sweat since it was pretty hot that day. In the photograph, we looked really happy. Not like how I was after I left you or after you disappeared.

Yes, I have my own reasons of why I left you but if you knew what my reason was, you'd be pissed and might not talk to me anymore. I don't want to risk that.

A/N: Sorry this chapter isn't that great :/ I didn't have any idea so I wrote based on what she wrote in her book. It's kinda of a filler, I guess?? And also, this book is after HIGH SCHOOL graduation and he's in college now. Sorry for any grammar mistakes, wrote this from my tab.

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