Reason 31: I'm still in love with you.
"Stop right there, Esther!" I shouted from behind.
She stopped on her feet and her back was facing me. I went close to her and heard her cries.
"Why are you running away?" I asked.
She turned around and her red swollen eyes were locking straight into mine, "Now, you're asking the fucking question?"
"If you don't tell me, I won't fucking know. God damn it, Esther."
"It took you for me to leave to realize how much you want me?" she asked. "It took you a fucking year of me being gone to finally realize you're in love with me?"
"You're fucking pathetic." She said.
"You think in those 3 fucking years, didn't hurt me?" I bounced back her statement with another statement. "I want to reach out to you, I want to fucking tell you how much I want you but I was so fucking scared."
"When did we even ever lie to each other?" she said, "You knew about my feelings all along and never confronted me about it?"
"What are you, a coward?" she asked me.
"I am so much fucking more than a fucking coward, Esther. I'm a fucked up mess with fucked up grades. I'm a fucking manwhore that played around with girls. I'm a fucking failure for not realizing how much you meant to me and I'm a fucking idiot for falling so hard for you." I said.
"Being angry with each other, it won't fix this." She said, looking away.
She wiped off those tears that were falling and took a deep breathe, "When you left me, you made me feel the complete impossible. I thought I wouldn't make it without you," she paused. "But now, Kade, really. I want to thank you because you leaving me was a start of something beautiful." She told me as she looked into my eyes, "Without you."
A/N: It's 12:40am where I live and I need to sleep soon because I have school tomorrow :/ It's reaching to an end where they both would each get their closures. Do you expect them to get together or not? Comment down what you expect from me!!
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33 Reasons Why
Short StorySTATUS: COMPLETED [BOOK #2: Letters to Esther] He has 33 reasons why he wants her to come back and waits patiently for her because he believes that love will find its way.
