33 Reasons Why

Reason 15

Reason 15: Say something, I'm giving up on you.

Dear Esther,

It's been 8 months since you've went away. Each month that passes by, it felt like something was gone. Something was missing. Honestly, I'm looking upon the night and regretting everything I've never done.

I admit it – I'm a jerk.

I'm a fucking jerk for breaking your heart.

I'm a jerk for not being honest about my feelings towards you.

I'm a jerk for being stupid.

I'm a jerk for leaving you alone without any explanations – but I promise, I'll tell you somehow, when I'm ready.

I'm still not ready but I'll tell you, soon.

But what about you, are you safe there? Have you found a new man?

Have you moved on?

Do you not love me anymore?

Thousand questions but no one would be able to answer it but you.

So please, I'm begging on my knees. Come back.

For your mom's sake,

For my family,

For Emily,

For Simon,

For me.

Signed,

Kade

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