Reason 16: I'm sorry, I can't think of any more reasons.
Dear Esther,
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I can't sleep.
I can't sleep.
I need you.
These sleeping pills aren't helping at all.
I think I ate way too many and now I can't sleep.
I thought, it was supposed to help you sleep or die?
Why aren't I asleep? Why am I up at 4 in the fucking morning thinking about you and all the times you looked beautiful and I can't kiss you?
Why do I feel so empty? Why aren't you here?
Where are you?
Fucking answer the question, Esther. Don't leave me hanging. Goddamit.
I FUCKING CALLED YOUR PHONE BUT YOU DIDN'T ANSWER! WHY WON'T YOUTELL ME WHERE YOU ARE SO THAT I COULD GO AND FIND YOU?!
DON'T YOU KNOW I LOST MY MIND?! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?
Why are you breaking me?
Is this your revenge?
Because damn, Esther. Your fucking revenge is working.
Congratulations.
Now, would you come back?
Signed,
Kade
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33 Reasons Why
Short StorySTATUS: COMPLETED [BOOK #2: Letters to Esther] He has 33 reasons why he wants her to come back and waits patiently for her because he believes that love will find its way.