Chapter 20

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Harry's POV~

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time, this has been the worse I've ever gotten after my parents death. Paris is driving me crazy and it's killing me. I already have done enough, I got into a fight with Zayn, the teacher, destroyed the classroom, everything just because of anger.

Zayn was being an ass.! He was getting on my fucking nerves and I just couldn't contain myself. How fucking dare he say that Paris used to like him and afterwards basically call her a slut! No, no man talks shit about the girl I like and hopefully he understood that.!

Then the damn teacher had the nerve to call me out and start saying bullshit and that's probably how he got what he got! Pretty surprised that I only got suspended not that I care.

Everything just cause of full anger.! Never have I been like this over any girl in my life and she's like the first one.. Never in my life I would have expected to feel like this for someone..

I lay in bed and just continue to memorize the time me and her had together. Nothing can make me forget about it and if you ask me I want to have that moment back.. If that's even possible.

At this point I know she hates my guts and the last thing she wants is to see me.. I know that for sure.. I got her kicked out and in a fight with her mom..

I really wish there is something I could do, a simple sorry wont change things and I personally don't want to give up on her yet. I know she wants me as much as I want her but to get with her I need to do something..

I begin to think and I soon think of something. I know where her mom lives and maybe just maybe I could drive up there and talk to her about what exactly happened..

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As I walk down the hallway I think of what exactly ima say to all of them.. It's not gonna be easy and I know that probably some of them will turn their back on me, maybe.

Class goes by pretty well today and nothing really interesting happens. The day was a bit different thanks to the fact that Harry wasn't at school and well no trouble I suppose.

Me and Niall spend most of the day together just talking and working and Zayn well he wasn't with his normal friends he was like left alone.. It's probably the first time this has ever happened so it was strange.! He was always with a crowd..

Finally after a few hours of school, the day was over which meant talking to the girls.. My plan was to tell everyone the truth and sorta lie in between and probably leave some stuff out.

Telling the full truth wouldn't really workout I suppose plus I don't want to tell them the part of me being thrown out, I just rather forget about that part. Even though I can't..

I don't even think I could tell Cynthia the truth, as much as I trust her it just seems so hard to do.

As I walk with Niall after school I spot all the girls standing outside waiting. Niall decided to take a ride with me then riding the bus just so he can be here for me during this. I swear he's so nice! Without him here now I would be like shaking or some shit

" Are you ready?" Niall asks

" Yeah, I think.." I reply

I honestly had the feeling that maybe I would regret this later on or maybe even now. This is probably the biggest thing I ever hid from someone and telling my friends is way harder then I thought. I know that some will understand me but I'm just scared that some might not..

Ashely is possibly the only one I'm scared to actually tell. She's never fallen into these type of things and if a friend of her does she tends to drift away from them the same way she did with Alyssa and Carly. After Alyssa and Carly began to date random guys and what not, Ashely stopped talking to them and now they just don't talk at all.. Even though we are always together. She just ignores them

" Just say it fast with almost no details if questions are asked just respond low detail.. The less the better. " Niall says smiling

" Alright let's go.."

As I step through that door I feel shivers running down my spine and also I get a small headache.. Great! The girls spot me and just smile as I make my way up to where they were.

" Hey parisy!" Hallie says with a huge smile

"Hi.. Umm I called y'all over here cause I have something to tell y'all." I say

" Spit it out!" Ashely says

" Umm okay.. So their is this guy Harry.."

" OMG I KNOW HIM!" Ashley and Cynthia both say..

I wasn't expecting them to exactly know him but I'm not surprised. He's like talked about a lot and almost every girl turns over to look at him. It's nothing to be shocked about.

I explain to them what exactly happened and it wasn't easy at all. Niall just stood there trying to hold onto my hand to keep me calm but I let go every time. All of their faces were just in shock and after about 15 minutes of explaining and lying half of it I finish.

" So you and him basically have something.." Hallie asks

" Im not sure if its something.." I reply

" Do you even know him or are you turning into a Alyssa or Carly! ?" Ashely asked

" Im not turning into anything okay! Half of this isn't my fault, Harry keeps following me and looking for me and shit. He just won't leave me alone."

Ashley's comment made me a bit mad because she was basically calling me a whore and slut. That's the way she feels about Alyssa and Carly, that's why she stays away from them.

I knew she would be the one to turn back on me..

" Look y'all calm down. Paris thought it was the best thing to tell y'all because she didn't feel like hiding anything from y'all especially this!" Niall said

" Oh so you tell Niall shit and you hide it from us! It really shows how much you trust us!" Ashley says

" Ashley! Look the only reason I told Niall before anyone was because he was the one who was there that I could talk to.! I would have told y'all but I didn't want something like what is happening now to happen! "

" Whatever! I'm not in a mood.! Bye!"

Ashely turns around and walks away. I stand there looking down to the ground. I knew something like this would happen and I'm not surprised.

Ashley attitude wasn't the best, I guess this is something to regret after all..to late now..

Niall hugs me turning his back to the girls and I soon feel tears rolling down my cheek, Hallie and Cynthia soon wrap there arms around me also and everything I do is stand there and cry.

I personally can't take this anymore. Every time I end up crying and regretting half of everything!

I honestly don't know what my life may end up to be. Harry is destroying it slowly and nothing could fix it! Nothing..

( hey cuties.! Sorry for a super super late update! School is back for me and its super hard for me to do anything! Anyways so if y'all are liking the book vote and comment, if y'all want message me (: should I make an Instagram account for trouble maker. ? If y'all think so comment or message me ideas.! I hope y'all are enjoying the book vote and leave feedback (: thank you, love ya xx )

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