Trouble Maker..

Chapter 24

I sit against the door to what felt like hours but they were really minutes. I just couldn't get the thought of Harry on me like that through my mind. Never in my life have I ever been this far with anyone not even with my own damn boyfriend.!

I have no idea what may be running through his mind but fear just grows inside me. It really is my fault though, why did I let him kiss me like that and what made me not pulling off! This whole week I've been ranting about how I hate his stupid ass and now this.. Shows how confused I am

I guess it's to late for me to actually say I can't fall for him because I feel like I am already having feelings for him.

I just couldn't resist! His hot breathe on me and his super sexy body takes over me all the damn time. Knowing the fact that he can bring so much danger and problems then I already have scares me that's maybe the reason why I try to deny how I feel but it's super hard!

I guess Im giving him what he wants.. After this I don't want to know how awkward things may be. He basically saw me naked and I was taking over his body while he did the same to me.. Ughh!

I don't understand why the hell I let him take over me and in the first place I have no idea why I even let him in! Maybe if things went different this wouldn't have happened. Doubts and thoughts start running through my head and it becomes nearly impossible for me to forget what just happened.

After a while I finally get up and make my way to the bathroom I look in the mirror and see my tired and depressed face. This whole month has been a disaster thanks to Harry and gladly it's almost over. Everything was about fights and what not this month and it's only the beginning of school.. I wonder what else is to come.

When I'm done with looking in the mirror and fixing up, I walk back into my room and lay there with my eyes closed. I get some strange feelings as I think of Harry and what happened, it was something I never felt before..

After a few hours of just lounging around Amber finally gets home and I don't bother to even say hi because well I'm not in the mood. My day was good to bad and even worse tomorrow I have school so I mean ugh!

I lay down and get on some social networking sites like normal. Nothing new just a few rumors about people on Facebook and since I told the girls about Harry none of them really have talked to me and Im not surprised.

As I get on twitter on my MacBook I get a text from an unknown number. It says.

" You have no idea how that moment was. It was probably the best thing ever, hopefully I get to have another chance to finally make you mine.. "

Fear starts to grow inside of me knowing that this person is Harry. How the hell did he get my number and why.! I mean damn isn't it enough with everything he has done already!

I decide not to text back just because ignoring can sometimes be key to a lot of things and this was one of them things.

Currently it was 7:56 and I had nothing left to do besides homework. School was probably the hardest thing for me to focus on since thanks to Harry I can't pay attention in class. He's always in my mind and every so now and then I drift off to daydreams and thoughts.. Especially in English class.

I try to do some of my homework and I at least understand some of what I had in the textbook and thanks to the help of my notes I finish half of it. I'm not a nerd in any subject but I'm not slow either so I guess I'm just in between.

Math is the subject I sorta like believe it or not and English is probably the one I'm beginning to hate since its boring and lame as fuck! I don't understand why we have to know all that stuff, same for math. It's not like ima use algebra in real fucking life but whatever!

As I finish my last few sheets of homework I get another text from what I think and know is Harry.

" I wish I could have you close right now and just cuddle with you instead of my pillow.. Goodnight babe. xx"

Ugh! I don't understand why he keeps calling me babe and shit! We aren't no- okay I don't know what we are! I know this isn't a friendship and it can't be a relationship so fuck it .. I don't know!

The last thing I want to do is think of him and drift off to thoughts once more. I know it isn't gonna work though because either way I always end up with him on my mind .

" PARIS!" Amber shouts

Wow I thought she forgot I even lived with her! She really hadn't said anything to me all night till now and it was pretty shocking but whatever maybe she's on her days.

I get up to see what she wants and I notice my room looks like a total mess! I have papers all over the place, pencils and books all on the bed, my laptop and phone cords all up in there. Just grr!

I walk out to see Amber standing next to the coach me and Harry basically had our moment on and then I see she has a small black beanie in her hand and then I realize that is Harry's beanie.

" Is this yours or what!" Amber asks in a shallow tone

" Uhh it's mine." I say walking towards her to grab it

" Why does it smell like a guys cologne ?" She asks pulling her hand away

" It doesn't, it's just a perfume I have." I lie, trying to reach the beanie again

" Did a guy come here and stayed with you?" Amber asks

" No! Why would that even happen! This is your house and I respect it."

" Umm, take the beanie. Want food?"

" No. I'm fine."

" Alright then!"

I look as Amber disappears into the kitchen and I take a deep breathe and let it out. Ugh I wonder what exactly would have happened if she found me and Harry here on that couch doing that or even if she knew Harry was here.

I don't really think she would like that obviously. I lied once more to another person, most of everything are now lies and I find it pretty hard to even trust my own self now. I've lied to many people and that is probably making some drift away from me and I don't blame them.

I look down at the beanie thinking what I should do with it but nothing smart comes across my mind besides giving it back, that's a bad idea because that means facing Harry again and I personally don't like that!

I pull the beanie up to my face and it's smells like his cologne. I close my eyes as I smell it and I just end up smiling.

I really don't know what my feelings are anymore. First I hate his guts and then I think about him 24/7 and then now Im smiling over his scent and also remembering what happened on that couch!

" ugh" I mumble out

I walk back into my room and I see my phone going off. The number on the screen wasn't showing, it says unknown number. My mom normally calls me under a number like that but why would she be calling me?

I pick up my phone with a side of fear and when I answer it I totally regret picking it up..

(Hey cuties.! Ive decided to just update on the weekends now so I won't be updating till like now since I don't really have time to write or whatever. Anyways vote for the next chapter and also if y'all want follow me on Instagram @galaxy_dreams14x it's my personal but soon ill be making one of my wattpad stories. But anyways thank you for reading and please vote. Love ya xx)