Trouble Maker..

Chapter 31

As I drive to the park, I begin to think of the day all of this Harry shit started. I honestly regret that, he has become just another problem in my life. Everything he does is cause trouble. I spent most of the time crying over his bullshit or just plainly thinking of him.

Now Im starting to think I may have feelings for him. It's hard when you know that someone like that doesn't belong with you. Harry and I are from opposite sides and that's why we can't be but my heart doesn't seem to understand.

That picture I saw broke , me into pieces and I don't think I could glue those pieces together. Whatever happened after them two making out is something I don't want to think about. Maybe they fucked or maybe he just showed her how much he " loves" her which is basically the same damn thing.

A small tear rolls down my cheek as I think of everything. I sometimes wish I never met him, I wish he would disappear out of my life but apparently that won't happen. Harry has become a problem and now Im starting to feel as if I actually care about him.. But why would I care about him if he doesn't give a damn about me?

He probably hooked up with so and so over the damn time he tried to screw with me. It's sad how stupid I was and how pathetic I became. I swear sometimes I just don't understand myself.. It's like I've changed over just a few weeks over a stupid jerk..

After a few stop lights and thinking over everything, I get to the park. Out in the parking lot I see Niall's car and I think Zayn's car. I really don't know what Zayn car looks like since I'm not a stalker and I really never been in his car.

Only reason I was ever in Niall's was because he gave me a ride home from that stupid party... If it wasn't for that maybe I would have never been in his car. After parking my car next to Niall's, I get out and begin to look for them. They were both no where in sight so I took out my phone and told them to met me by the tree that was right next to a small set of swings.

I sat on the grass as I waited for them two and then it hit me. I was sitting exactly where I was crying a few weeks ago after running away from my mom over the hickey situation. I remember how it was raining and then how Lux ran up to me and then Harry.

That thought made me regret coming to the park but I couldn't leave now. The boys were probably already close and for me to leave them hanging is just wrong.

I sat in silence thinking of what happened that day and the first thing that came to mind were Harry's green eyes looking deeply into mine as I sat on his bed after fainting and whatever..

I couldn't help but think about him, everything reminds me off him and it's basically impossible for me to forget any of the things that have happened between me and him.

I didn't feel like thinking anymore of him so I just took out my phone and decided to text a few people. Since no one replied I decided to just go on wattpad and read a story I've been reading over the last few weeks.

It really reflected how I felt about myself and mainly everything I read off that story is like everything that happens in my life.. Just plain drama. I enjoy the book but I can't say it doesn't remind of a lot of things that have happened in my life..

As I read I feel a shadow cast over me, I look up to see a Zayn with a huge smile placed across his face. Niall was a few steps be hide holding the hand of a little boy. To what I know Niall doesn't have any brothers or sisters so I really wouldn't know who the little boy is but I guess he'll explain soon.

" Hey. Took you long enough!" Zayn said extending his arm at me like trying to help me up.

" No it took y'all forever!" I say taking his hand.