Okay let me just start off by saying, this is not how I pictured my life going. My name is Emmarie Ethridge. I am 19 and hardly ready to live in this world of adulthood I'm being thrown into. At the moment I live in a town in Colorado named Loveland...
It has been a little over a year now since Brecken went missing, I just wanted to be able to move on. I still hoped that one day they would find her and she would be okay, just misplaced. Misplaced like the doll I left at the airport when I was five, someone found it and some how it made its way back to me. Why couldn't that happen, why couldn't I just get my baby sister back...
My older brother Jaxon has been talking to me a lot more lately, our mother had recently overdosed and passed away, so he called daily to check up on me. Kade and I now live with Hannah and Declan. As I mentioned I'm definitely not a fan of Declan. He was a douche and always lied to my sister, I'm surprised he hasn't cheated on her, but by the amount of times he has flirted with me and tried to make a move, I'm sure it won't belong before he does. I tell Hannah what he does but she never believes me, apparently I "make up stories for attention" thanks sis. I love Hannah but sometimes I don't know what she is thinking with this guy, he had his moment but most of the time was just a complete dick with no filter what so ever. I hated that Kade had him as an influence.
Kade isn't the type to show his emotion but I knew he was broken inside, so was I. I had to find something better for us. I decided to call Jaxon,
"Hey Em, what are you guys up to? Are you doing okay?" he answered the phone fairly quickly, likely assuming I was having a melt down.
"Jaxon do you still have an extra room in your apartment?" I asked, Jaxon has two roommates, these twins he had been friends with since they were about 6 I believe. All three of them made videos long boarding and surfing, they were really into extreme sports and I guess they had quite a bit of followers on YouTube.
"Yeah I was hoping to find someone to fill it, why whats up? "Jaxon asked,
"I cant stand to be here anymore, I need something new, would you guys maybe consider letting me move in? Ill find a job and pay my share of rent? I know its expensive there but I can figure something out." I was really hoping he would consider it.
"What about Kade, you can't just leave him with Hannah, you know she doesn't really even pay attention to him." Jaxon always really worried about Kade and so did I, but I had a better plan for Kade. We have some family up in Oregon, my moms brother and his wife. They have 3 boys, and Kade has always got along with them. I somewhat talked to my Uncle about it and he seemed to agree that Kade would fit well there. I told Jaxon about my idea and what I had to said to my uncle. "Its not a terrible idea, he would be happier there and could finish school, he would be financially stable and have some better options for his future but I don't want him to think we are throwing him to the side so we can live our own lives. If you want to talk to Kade and make sure he's okay with it, Ill talk to Ethan and Grayson about you moving out here."
"yes! I will talk to Kade! Thank you so much Jaxon!! I really need this, I need to move on, we all do! I love you so much! Call me as soon as you talk to them!"
*3 day's later*
I haven't heard back from Jaxon, I really needed this move. I could have so many possibilities out in California. I've always wanted to get into film or movie makeup, heck I could even model. I a little short for it but dream big right? I'm very similar looking to Brecken. I have long brown hair but mines much darker. We both have bright blue eyes, along with Jaxon. I was about 5'2 and pretty in shape I would say. I'm big on hiking and running. The typical Colorado girl, but I would have to heartbreakingly give up the Rockies for Cali. It will be hard but ill survive.
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I talked to Kade and he seemed pretty excited about moving to Oregon, my aunt and uncle were wanting to take him in and even offered a room for me. I was grateful for them and if Jaxon said no to me I would defiantly consider their offer.
I heard my phone ring, it was a text from Jaxon,
Jax: Okay, you have a new room in L.A. but there's a few conditions
I never really knew what Jax was up too so I got a little nervous when he said this,
Me: they are?
Jax: You can not make this place girly and try to take over, you have to make rent or we will all be screwed, and please just don't hook up with my roommates. They are my friends and you're my little sister, it would be real weird
Really that was it? I was nervous about that; I would never date they twins. Last time I saw them they were 15 and I was just a little preteen with no real interest in guys. I mean I've obviously changed and drool of boys now, embarrassing I know, but I could never seen my self with either of them. I always thought there were so weird making their little vine videos with my brother and their other friends.
Me: well that's easy, deal! Ill start packing (: text you in the morning night! Love you Jaxon!
Well its official I am moving in with my brother and the Dolan twins, while I'm not too excited for that, I'm super excited for L.A.
