Broken ≠ G.D

Break Up//09

Maria's POV

*flashback from last night*

I feel bad about starting an argument with Grayson, sometimes I'm just a bitch. But honestly how could I not be! I didn't want him staying at his place alone with Jaxon's sister, I know he loves me but honestly I'm so afraid of him falling for her. She's adorable and so nice, I kind of despise the girl, mostly out of jealousy. I mean I defiantly have things going for me and I have Grayson, but if I were him, and she moved in I don't think I would resist her if she came on to me.

After our argument last night, he stormed out and went home. I decided to give him some space but now its defiantly time for me to clear things up. I'm worried though, he usually texts me when we fight, and he hasn't returned any of my calls. I decided just to go to his apartment, he gave me a key for a reason.

I drove to Gray's apartment and headed up the elevator, then walked to the door. I went to unlock it but it was already unlocked.

I opened the door and saw Grayson, My ''boyfriend'' on top of Emma...

My entire body filled with emotion and tears started running down my face, how could he do this to me, it was just a little argument we didn't break up, he looked back towards me and I glared at him with hate in my eyes.

"GRAYSON WHAT THE FUCK?!" I yelled turning and running out the front door of his apartment. I couldn't stand to look at him any longer.

"Maria! WAIT!!" Grayson chased me out the door and down the hall. I didn't want to talk to him, I didn't want to see him, I hate him with every inch of my body.

I got in my car and drove a little, but pulled over, I couldn't stop crying.

Grayson Dolan is a cheater.

*End of Flashback*

I didn't sleep at all last night I kept replaying what I saw last night in my head. I never thought he would cheat on me, I thought he loved me. I heard a knock on my front door, I got up walking to the door and wiping the tears and dripping makeup off my cheeks.

I opened it to see Grayson at the door.

M: "I don't want to see you get out!"

G: "Maria! Please baby, let me explain, it wasn't what it looked like. Please"

He walked in but kept his distance from me.

M: "Really? Its not what it looked like!? You weren't actually on top of JAXON'S SISTER!! You weren't actually 'Cheating' on me?? What was it then? Huh? What was it?"

G: "I kissed her. Maria, I did and I'm sorry, but I didn't intend to! She got hurt the night I came home and I helped her, one thing lead to another, I was mad, you started an argument over nothing!!"

M: "No I started an argument over her!! I was afraid of you doing this! That was what the argument was about!! Obviously it wasn't nothing Grayson!''

G: "Please just forgive me, it was a mistake, it wont happen again!"

M: "Really you have no intention of that happening again, I know you have feeling for her Grayson! I don't think I can forgive you for this! Not this time."

G: "Can you please just try, please!"

M: "NO, why are you trying so hard to fix things, you obviously want to be with her! You want Emma! Why else would you do this. Why would you act the way you do around her, I knew it from the first time I saw you two together. I hate you Grayson, I hate her! PLEASE GET OUT! Leave me alone!"

I pushed Grayson out the door and slammed it in his face, I've never felt so much anger. My entire body felt like it was going to shut down. I can't forgive Grayson it would make me look pathetic and stupid for thinking it wouldn't happen again.

I fell to the ground in full tears.

Grayson's POV

I stood in front of Maria's door, I can't believe what just happened. I never wanted to cheat on her, I never thought I would, I wasn't raised that way. I felt so guilty and pathetic how could I do this to her. I loved her.

Realizing what I had just thought... "loved her" I wasn't in love with Maria anymore, but I still felt strongly for her. I feel bad for her. But I realized I didn't want to be with her anymore. She was right. I wanted Emma.

Emma, the girl I completely forgot about through all of this, the one I left lying on the couch at home vulnerable as I ran out the door last night. The one I hadn't even talked to since I ran out that door chasing after my now ex-girlfriend.

I needed to go back to Emma.