Best friends, Lovers, or Nothing? [YongShin FanFic]

Prologue

Prologue: Thought we were just nothing...

He's my friend. My best friend, but... I haven't seen him lately, for YEARS actually. I don't even know how to contact him.And he even stopped calling me years ago...

But I understand.

Maybe he already forgot about me?

I understand.

He's busy.

I understand.

Things are hard for him at this time.

I understand.

It's not easy for him to do anything at this point.

I understand.

I understand because I'm his best friend. Or maybe EX-best friend. I told you, it's been 13 years since we last saw each other. But I know where he is, what he does.

No I'm not stalking him. It's just because it's easy to find out. News are everywhere, updates, fanclubs... yeah, he's popular... he's an idol.

He's in a band named CNBLUE, I see he found good friends, it's been 3 years since he debuted with them. I was even shocked when I saw him in his debut performance. I was also happy for him, since it's his dream be able to play music for the world to hear...

He's an IDOL.

I understand, because it's his dream.

I understand everything about him. I'm his friend and his fan. Yeah, I've become a fan.

But I don't know... if he still remembers me... I wonder... Does he still think about me? If he remembers me, then why does he not find a way to contact me? And he doesn't even mention in interviews that he had a childhood friend like me... Anyway...

I STILL understand. Just a bit... it's confusing.. HE's confusing...

Maybe some people ask me... "Why don't you go to their company and state that you're a friend of his?"

It's not easy, if I went there and told them that I'm a friend, I'd be misunderstood as a sasaeng fan. And that would be annoying. And no fan would even believe me. I don't have any proof. I lost all our pictures together because 6 years ago, our house burned down with all our things and my memories with him... how lucky I am...

Even though our house was burnt, it didn't affect us, it's because we're rich and so we bought a new house immediately... but even though there's a new house, I cried many times... my memories with my best friend got burned... even though I have it in my heart, I can't restore them physically...

Enough with that... it just hurts me.

My name is Park Shinhye, 23 years old, graduating student in Hanguk University.

My best friend's name is Jung Yonghwa... he's 24 already... he's the lead vocalist of the band CNBLUE.

This is my story of my best friend and I...

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Annyeong!!This is my first fanfic! A fanfic about my most favorite OTP!!:)) Park Shinhye and Jung Yonghwa!!!<3 I hope fellow shippers will like this fanfic!!:">

I'll update this as soon as I can!:))