The Heart Wants What it Wants (Sequel to ILAC)

Chapter 7

~James' POV~

A couple of days have passed since I told Jacky not to talk to me. I really miss her I've been tempted to text her but I haven't. This past few days have been like hell for me. I locked myself in my room and hid my phone and haven't ate anything. I would just drink or smoke and things like that. The guys would come check on me but I would never answer the door. I'm just trying to forget about Jacky right now. No one understands how much I love her. I sighed and took a sip out of my beer. I drank a couple of more beers and heard a knock at the door.

Marcelo: James, bud you need to get out of there.

Cristiano: You really do. We miss you.

Sergio Ramos: Yeah, we miss you and your stupid jokes.

Isco: Don't know what's going on with you, but you should come out.

James: Can you please leave me alone? (He throws an empty can of beer to the door and the guys jump)

Gareth: Alright fine then we won't leave till you get out!

James: You'll wait a long time then.

Marcelo: I will wait here as long as it takes.

James: I appreciate it that you guys care about me, but please leave me alone!

Cristiano: We can't do that.

That was the worst thing he could of said. It just made me mad for some odd reason. That's when I started throwing things around and breaking and had a totally breakdown. I heard the boys calling my name, but I ignored them. I heard them calling some people but I didn't care I continued doing what I was doing till someone knocked down my door. I turned to look and I saw a Paramedic. I stopped what I was doing and looked at the guys. They were all shocked. Yeah I messed up my room and you could see everything I have drank and smoked. You could also smell on me. The guys looked upset yet disappointed. I have no clue what is going on with me. The Paramedic tried getting me up but I wouldn't get up. That's when the guys came in and helped him get me up and take me into the ambulance. The Paramedic tied me down and I was trying so hard to get myself untied. I have no clue what's going on with me....