The Heart Wants What it Wants (Sequel to ILAC)

Chapter 48

Cristiano's POV 

Sunday, February 14th. 

The guys and I haven't heard anything from James. We go to his, but there is nothing. He has been gone for about 2 days which I find a little odd. I had asked the whole team if they heard of him, but nothing. I became worried, what if something did happen to him? It would be all of my fault. I should have never said that. Gareth and I were currently partners.

Gareth: Cris, you aren't focus. What's on your mind? 

Cristiano: Everything is my mind. What if something happened to James? It would be my fault and I'm not doing anything to find him. 

Gareth: He will come around. 

Cristiano: What if he doesn't it? What if one day we get a call that he is dead? What if he never comes back? I wouldn't leave with myself. 

Gareth: I tell you what after practice we could host a search party to look for James, sound good?

Cristiano: Yes please. I want to know what  happened with James. 

Pepe: I couldn't help but I eavesdropped on your conversation, but have you tried googling his name yet? Maybe something will pop up. 

Cristiano: You are right! I'll be back Gareth. 

Gareth: You can't just leave!

I ignored Gareth and ran to the locker room. I grabbed my phone and quickly googled James Rodriguez would pop up, but nothing showed up till I finally found an article. It seemed accurate, plus it wouldn't hurt if I tried. So I screenshoted the hospital that people say he was in. I am hoping he isn't in the hospital. I was really hoping it was a fake article.  I grabbed my stuff and walked out. 

Cristiano: Hey coach I am leaving early. 

Zinedine: Why are you leaving early? 

Cristiano: I'm not going to lie to you, but I am going to find James. 

Zinedine: You know where he is? 

Cristiano: This article says where could be so I am going to check. 

Zinedine: Alright, sounds good. Let me know what is up with him. 

Isco: Coach, I am going with Cris. 

Gareth: So am I. 

Sergio: I am too. 

Zinedine: Anyone else? 

Marcelo: I am too. 

Zinedine: Alright but tomorrow you owe me laps. 

All the guys grabbed their things and we got inside my car. I put the address of the hospital he is supposedly at. It was about 2 hour drive, this is going to be a long road trip. 

Marcelo: This is going to be a fun road trip!

Gareth: It won't be fun if James is in the hospital. 

Isco: True, but don't think like that. 

Sergio: Yeah, James wouldn't do anything dumb..I hope. 

Cristiano: You guys are worrying me! I already feel terrible about the who thing, knowing the fact that I told him that. What if we get to the hospital and he's dead? That will kill me because it was all my fault. 

Marcelo: Cris, none of this was your fault. If he wanted to do something like that it was his choice not yours. 

At the hospital. 

Once we arrived all of us quickly got out of the car and ran to the hospital. We ran to the front desk and Isco asked about James Rodriguez. It quickly broke me when she said that he was here. 

Cristiano: What happened to him? 

Nurse: He was in a car wreck we got there about two hours after the wreck. 

Sergio: What state is he in? 

Nurse: Unfortunately, the past few days he has been getting worse. He is currently in a coma and we don't think he will make it. He currently is recovering from a surgery the surgeons did hoping it would improve, but only time will tell. 

Gareth: What room is he in? 

Nurse: 784.

Isco: Thank you. 

We all walked away from the nurse and the guys looked at me. When I heard that James was in coma and might not make it, it broke my heart. I tried so hard to keep it together I didn't want to lose it in front of them. Once they noticed I was okay, they began to walk to the elevator. I honestly wasn't ready to see James, but I have to. I heard that when people are coma they could hear everything you say. I would have prefer to say sorry to him when he could actually have a reaction, but I guess it has to be this way. Once we arrived to the room, we all walked in. I was the last one to go in. All I heard was gasps when the boys would walk in. I looked up and saw James there. His skin was a total different color. It didn't look like the James I knew. My eyes watered and Gareth had began to cry. The guys wanted to leave James and I alone. Once they walked out I pulled a car and took a deep breath. 

Cristiano: I know you're probably the last person want to hear talking, but I'm here. I care a lot about you. It hurts me to see you here lifeless, and it was all my fault. It was wrong of me to say those things to you. You were already going threw some things, and I just made things worst. I would rather me being in your place than you. You don't deserve all the pain that you are going threw. You deserve to be happy, you're one of the best people I have ever met. I am truly sorry James, I hope one day I could tell you face to face and you could forgive me. 

Once I said that I felt the tears come out. I couldn't hold it in anymore I let the tears fall. That's when I heard the noise that I never wanted to here. The noise when it means someone dies. I quickly call a doctor and the guys. I broke to tears along with the other guys. 

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What did you think of the chapter? Do you think James will live or die? I also have a question that I hope someone would answer. Do you think I should do a Isco, Marcelo, Gareth, Sergio, or Cristiano POV next chapter or should I just do Neymar's and Oscar's POV? Please answer this question!!