The Heart Wants What it Wants (Sequel to ILAC)

Chapter 30

Jacky's POV

We arrived to Sergio's house. I got out and walked over to the door. I waited for him to unlock his front door. Once he did open it, we walked inside and left upstairs and went into the room I was staying in. I changed out of my clothes into sweatpants and a long sleeve shirt. I sat down on the bed.  I sighed, I really do need to move on. I mean I can't be upset that he moved on so fast, but I figured it will take him longer to move on since he said he supposedly loved me. I grabbed my phone and ignored the message that Oscar sent me. I'll answer that tomorrow. I opened up the instagram app and saw that people kept tagging me in pictures. I looked in my recent tag and noticed it was two pictures of Bruna and Neymar kissing. 

I sighed and changed my instagram setting on my tags from automatically to manually. I laid my phone down on the bed. So there is a most likely chance that they are dating. Now I know that I have to move on from him. I got up and walked out of the room. I walked downstairs and didn't see Sergio. I then walked outside. I looked up at the sky. I saw countless number of stars. I looked back down and wiped a tear. I have to be strong. 

Sergio: Jacky? 

Jacky: Oh you're here. 

Sergio: Yeah. (he walks over to where Jacky was and then stood next to her) what's wrong? (he looks at Jacky)

Jacky: Nothing is wrong. (she looks up at the sky) 

Sergio: Then look me in the eye and tell me that. 

Jacky: Why do I have to do that? It's pointless. (she walks back inside, but gets stopped when Sergio grabs her arm) 

Sergio: If there is nothing wrong then why do you want to leave? (he looks at Jacky) 

Jacky: I just don't want to be out here anymore. 

Sergio: Jacky, you can't lie to me. You have told me so many things what's so hard to tell me what's going threw your head. You know you could trust me. 

Jacky: The problem here is that I trust you too much. I can't always go to you for my problems. 

Sergio: You can.

Jacky: No, I can't what if one day you aren't there what am I suppose to do? 

Sergio: I'll always be there for you, I promise.

Jacky: Promises are meant to be broken. 

Sergio: Just talk to me. 

Jacky: I just can't, Sergio. I'm sorry. (she gets her arm out of Sergio's grip and walks upstairs to the room she is staying in)

I crawled under the covers and looked at the ceiling. The only reason I didn't want to tell Sergio anything was because I was too embarrassed. I mean I am upset over my ex-boyfriend getting into a relationship. I should be over him right? I wiped a tear. I know I can't control his love life, but deep deep down inside me I wished Neymar and I would have fixed our problems and got back together. Not for me, but for the child we were going to have. I closed my eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep.

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Another update for all of you. Do you think Jacky will move on with someone in England? Do you think it will be Oscar who she will move on with? I hope you enjoyed the chapter. Do any of you know how to speak more than one language? If so which languages can you speak?