The Heart Wants What it Wants (Sequel to ILAC)

Chapter 82

Neymar's POV

Sunday, December 18th. 

Today we had a game. Jacky was not going to the game because she didn't want to make it seem like we were back together, which I was fine now. I just hopped that I could have gotten her back. Throughout this month James and Jacky would face time everyday. I got to admit it made me jealous, but I can't control who she talks to. Everyday I would visit or try to visit her so I could see Jasmine. At times I would take Jasmine home with. Oscar stopped talking to me since I never told him what he did wrong. David texted me that Oscar seemed very unhappy. All he knew was that Jacky had dumped him and Oscar didn't even know why. David wanted me to tell him, but I couldn't. Maybe it was because I didn't want him to know. I was putting my kit on, once I finished I looked around to see someone to talk to, but saw no one. Leo was busy talking to Luis. Lately Leo and I haven't talked much because most of the time he talks with Luis. I don't know what I did wrong for Leo to stop wanting to talk to me. I honestly miss our old friendship that we used to have. When we used to go out together and have fun, but now we don't do that now. I sighed and began to walk towards the door. One person I sure miss was Dani he always talked to me whenever I was lonely, but now no one talks to me whenever I am lonely. I was stopped before I made it to the door. It was the one and only Lionel Messi. I looked at him and gave him a small smile. 

Neymar: What's up? 

Leo: I wanted to invite you over tonight to my house. 

Neymar: Who will be there? 

Leo: It would be just you and me. I want to talk to you about something. 

Neymar: I'll think about it. 

Leo: Really? (he glares at Neymar) 

Neymar: Yes, really. I'll make a deal if we win then I'll go. 

Leo: Fine!

Neymar: You better try harder to score a goal. 

Leo: I will!

Neymar: Good. 

It was time for us to go out in the field. Luis Enrique made his usually speech before a game. Next thing I know we are already shaking our opponents hands. We all got into our positions and the next I knew the whistle was blown. 

After the game. 

We had won 4-1! I was so excited. I walked into the locker rooms and grabbed my stuff so I could take a shower. I was stopped by Leo again. 

Leo: You have to come over now! 

Neymar: No, I don't think I'll go. 

Leo: But you said if we won you would go and I even scored a goal!

Neymar: Just because you really want me to go then I'll go. 

Leo smiled then walked away. I walked to the shower and began to take a shower. Once I finished I began to change into my clothes. I brushed my hair and fixed it like I wanted it to look like. I made my way out of the showers to my locker and I looked over to see Leo and Luis taking pictures with each other. I sighed and grabbed my things before walking out. I walked to the parking lot and got inside my car. I noticed that Leo and Luis were going to go in the same car. I knew Leo was lying whenever he said that it was just going to be us two. I don't mind Luis it's just whenever he's around I always feel like a third wheel. I feel like they don't want me to be around them that's why I am not around them. I sighed and decided that I would rather stay at home than be a third wheel. 

Oscar's POV

Sunday, December 18th.

Ever since Jacky had dumped me I couldn't stand to be here. I needed to get away from here. I didn't want to be here anymore it just brought back to much memories of us together. I didn't want those memories to consume me. I had to get out of here. The worst part is that I don't even know why she broke up with me. Neymar told me that I should know what I did, but honestly I have no clue why she did. I know she doesn't even want me in her life. So I just gave up. I didn't want to try if she doesn't want to try. I have time to think through if I really am going to leave my life here in London and go to China. I sighed I still wasn't really sure what to do. I heard a knock on my door, but I really didn't care who it was. It was probably David trying to get me out, but I don't want to get out. I just want to stay here and stare at the empty wall in front. That's how I feel without Jacky in my life..empty. She was everything I had always wanted. No one compares to her she is just perfect. She is amazing, but somehow I messed things up without knowing what I even did to do that. I heard the door unlock and that moment I regretted to give David an extra house key for my house. 

Oscar: What do you want now?! Can't you understand I want to be alone! If I wanted you here I would have opened the door for you.

Willian: I'm not David, but remember you had also given me a key. 

Oscar: I sure regret giving you a key to my house. 

Willian: What is wrong with you? 

Oscar: Everything. 

Willian: Is it Jacky?

Oscar: It's always her. 

Willian: Do you want to talk about? 

Oscar: Yeah, I just don't know where to start. 

Willian: Start with how you are feeling. 

Oscar: Well I feel upset, depressed, sad, all those words mean almost the same thing but I could careless. I just don't understand why she broke up with me. I didn't do anything wrong. She never gave an explanation to me. She just told me we were through and hung up. It didn't even give me enough time to react to what she had said. The worst part is that I love her. I don't know why I guess because how perfect she is. I love her with all my heart, but she didn't want me. That day she broke up with I cried..men don't cry but somehow she broke my heart that I cried. I love her she's like my drug. It's like I'm asking her to break my heart because I'll always go back to her. 

Willian: Move on. 

Oscar: I wish I could, but I can't. 

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Updated again! So after this chapter I'm going to go ahead and skip to May. So it would be helpful if you all commented who you all think will win la liga and champions league. I'll also need to think of a winner for the world cup. I'm trying to choose somebody based on how well they are doing. Why do you think Oscar doesn't know why Jacky broke up with him? Was it because he didn't do anything wrong?