The Heart Wants What it Wants (Sequel to ILAC)

Chapter 54

Jacky's POV

Monday, February 29th. 

I was already in Spain. Sergio totally understood why I had left. I was currently waiting for an uber to take me to the hospital. Frankly I don't care if I show up with suitcases. I just want to know if James is fine. Once the uber got here I told the driver the hospital name and she took me there. It was about a 15 minute drive. Once I arrived I gave her money and I got my things out and began to walk into the hospital. The first thing I noticed in the waiting room was Nicole and Irina. I quickly ran over to them and gave them a hug. 

Jacky: I missed you guys!

Irina: I missed you too. 

Nicole: Yeah, I haven't seen you. 

Jacky: Where is everyone else? 

Irina: Near James' room. 

Nicole: Want to go? 

Jacky: Yes please! 

Nicole, Irina, and I began to walk towards the room James was in. Once we arrived in front of his room the guys just looked at me. Especially Cristiano. 

Cristiano: What are you doing here? 

Jacky: Sergio asked me to come. 

Marcelo: Why didn't you ask us about this? 

Sergio: Because I thought you all would be find with it. 

Gareth: Hey Jacky!

Jacky: Hi Gareth. 

Isco: Do you want to see James? 

Jacky: If you all don't find. 

Sergio: Take Cristiano with you maybe you could knock some sense to him about him and Cris being in a fight. 

Jacky: I missed a lot. 

Marcelo: Yes you do. 

Jacky: Let's go, Cris. 

Cristiano nodded as we began to walk towards the door. Once we walked inside James just looked at both of us. He had a weird expression on his face. 

James: Why are you in here? And why are you here? Shouldn't you be with Oscar? 

Jacky: What are you talking about? I thought we were good. You called me and I came here to support you and be here for you. 

James: That was before I saw pictures of Oscar and you kissing. 

Jacky: Those pictures are online? 

James: Obviously. 

Jacky: Oscar and I aren't anything I told him I didn't want a relationship. 

James: Like I'm going to believe you. I'm done with you I don't want anything to with you. I'm tired of being your second choice so could you please just get out and leave me alone. Don't talk to me ever again I want nothing to do with you. All you ever do is break my heart. I want to be there I do, but you know how much I'm in love with and it really does hurt me to see you kissing someone else. So I prefer for it to be this way. You forget that I was ever in your life and I will forget that you were in mine. 

Jacky: Alright fine, I'm done with you. You're really crazy at times you want to be friends with me again?? And then you're like forget that we ever knew each. It's so fucking stupid. Don't expect me to be there if you ever want to be friends with you. I'm freaking done with you. Make up your damn mind. 

James: You're the one that needs to make their mind up. You went from Neymar to Oscar. Oh yeah I can't forget to add Thiago to that and Sergio Aguero. I wonder who would have been next? 

Jacky: Are you implying that I'm a slut? 

James: That sounds a little rude, but I won't deny it. 

Cristiano: James, just shut up! I'm tired of hearing your attiude since you woke up from your damn coma! People try to be nice with you. She flew here just to be here for you! She was trying to get away from anything and the first day she's back in Spain you already want to say things to her. 

Jacky: I'm just going to go, Cris. I think this was a bad idea I should have stayed in England. 

James: You're right for once, Cristiano. Now can you please get out I want to talk to Jacky alone. 

Cristiano: Let me know if he says anything. 

Jacky: Okay. 

James: Jacky, I'm sorry. It's just that it is hard for me to see you with someone else. I am not going to deny it I'm not well. I hate myself at the moment for many reasons, and feel these feelings that I rather not tell you or anyone. It's something I like to keep to myself, but Cristiano was right I don't deserve to say these things. Just because I feel like shit it doesn't mean I should make people feel like shit because I do. So I'm truly sorry, I really want to be there for you and if you don't want me to be there I understand I'm idiot. 

Jacky: It's fine, James. I don't know what your going threw, but I promise you that everything will get better and if you ever need someone to talk I'm here for you never forget that. Now for the idiot part you aren't an idiot you're a smart man. 

James: Thanks, Jacky. I'm sorry again. 

Jacky: Don't be now about the whole Cristiano situation. 

James: I'm not talking to him. I don't care what anyone tells me. I don't want to know anything about him no one is going to change my mind about that. So tell everyone to stop trying it isn't happening. 

Jacky: Alright, I'll let the guys know. 

I walked out and everyone looked at me. I walked over to Cristiano and looked at him. I sighed I guess I have to tell them to stop trying. 

Jacky: He said to stop trying with the whole Cristiano situation. He doesn't want to know anything about Cristiano. 

Cristiano: Oh, what should have I expected. I'm going to go there isn't a point in being here anymore. (he walks away) 

Gareth: I feel so bad for him. 

Sergio: Same, I just hope one day James is able to forgive Cris. 

Isco: I hope so. 

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Another update! I'm excited the other chapters will skip onto May! You will find out the gender soon! Do you think the baby to be a girl or a boy? I have been thinking of some names, but I want to here your ideas!