The Heart Wants What it Wants (Sequel to ILAC)

Chapter 52

James's POV

Sunday, February 28th. 

It's been a long time since I haven't been able to me. I don't know how long it has been, but it has felt years for me. All I want to do is let go and just die, but I couldn't because I knew if I tried they could bring me back to life somehow. I just wanted my horrible life to end. I don't want to leave this life anymore. It seems like everyday that passed someone close to me would hate me, and I was tired. It was my intention to get in a car wreck, but after a while I had seen the positive side in all of this. I get to end my life all the pain would be away. I would be happy again. That's a life I would want. Where I am happy. I know the guys want me to fight for my life, but there isn't I want to fight for. Everything sucks. All of a sudden I felt someone touch my arm, and I recognized that touch. It was Salome. 

Daniela: Hey James, I know I'm probably not the person you want to hear right now, but I just want you to know something. You may be in a bad spot right now, but you will get passed it. You're just in a period of your life where everything is going wrong, but it will get better believe. Even if you didn't there are many people that love and will always be there for you. Even if your life sucked, but it would be better having people who love you around you. You need to fight for your life do it for Salome. She needs you. You're her father she needs you in her life. She loves you, James. Just please listen to me please..

Salome: Papa, te quiero. 

That's when it hit me. I did have something to fight for and that was for my daughter. I can't leave her she needs me. I had to do everything I could to get out of this state and be better and be a great father to her because lately I have sucked being a dad to her. 

Marcelo's POV 

Once Daniela walked out all of us looked at her. Well besides Sergio he was off talking to someone else. Daniela was holding Salome and sighed. 

Cristiano: What happened? 

Daniela: Nothing, I tried everything I could I don't know what else to do. 

Isco: Did Salome do or say anything? 

Daniela: Yeah, she touched his arm and she told him that she loved him. 

Gareth: Let's just go in there and hope some miracle would happened. 

Marcelo: I hope some miracle happens. 

Isco: I'll join you guys soon I am just going to call Nicole and tell her everything. 

Cristiano: I need to come clean with Irina too so I'll be back. 

Marcelo: Alright. 

Sergio: What are we going to do? 

Gareth: We are going in the room and hope a miracle would happen. 

Sergio: Alright. 

Sergio, Daniela, Salome, Gareth, and I all walked into the room. Daniela was sitting next to James and she was holding Salome. Salome would try to talk to James, but he wouldn't respond. That's when Salome began to cry and Daniela held her close. Everyone saw when James his hand. 

Gareth: James just moved his hand! 

Marcelo: Hey James Bud talk to us! 

Sergio: Yeah, we are here for you. We want you alive.

Salome: Papa? 

James: Salome? 

Salome: PAPA! 

Gareth: Someone call a damn doctor. 

I quickly ran out and went to find a doctor. I told them and the doctor told us to all get out because they need to ask him questions. Once they finished asking him question we all decided that two people should go in. The first two would be Cristiano and me. We walked inside and saw James awake. He looked at us both. 

Cristiano: James, I wanted to talk to you. 

James: Well I don't want to talk to you or even see you so can you please get out. 

Marcelo: James don't be mean. 

James: I don't care if I'm being rude. I don't even know why he is here. He said himself that he didn't care if I died. Well I did him a favor but these doctors had to mess that up for him. 

Cristiano: I didn-

James: Save it I don't care what you have to say. 

Cristiano: I'm going to go, I knew it wasn't going to work. (he walks out) 

Marcelo: James you know he didn't mean anything when he said those things. 

James: There must be some truth behind that. 

Marcelo: He was the one that felt the worst. 

James: He felt bad that's why. He thinks he cares, but he really doesn't.

Marcelo: For a person that just came out of a coma you sure seem like you've been up this whole entire time. 

James: Can you please call Daniela? 

Marcelo: Fine. (he walks out of the room) 

Sergio: What happened? 

Marcelo: He wants to see Daniela.

Daniela: Alright. 

Marcelo: Hey Daniela can you try and knock some sense to James about the whole situation with Cris. 

Daniela: I'll try, but he is stubborn. (she walks into the room with Salome) 

Marcelo: Where did Cris go? 

Isco: He went outside. Gareth is with him to try to cheer him up. 

Marcelo: For a person that just woke out of coma he sure seemed like an ass. 

Sergio: I hope his attitude changes or else I'm defiantly going to hope that the old annoying James is back. 

Marcelo: I liked the old James I miss him. 

Isco: I do too. The old James has been gone for way too long now. 

Sergio: Trust me he has. 

Isco: Do you think James will ever forgive Cris? 

Marcelo: He should, Cris was the one that was always there for him and he cared about James a lot. 

Sergio: I hope he does forgive him. 

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Another chapter. Are you happy that James is still alive? Is this going to be James' new attitude? Will James ever forgive Cristiano? Will James ever be the old James again? Will the guys get along with James?