My life has moved along quite nicely actually (SEQUEL MLFYWB)

Chapter Thirty One

Vic's POV

I hadn't slept an awful lot last night, it felt strange with Deven not being with me or on the bus for that matter, I loved her but her life was full of drama and drama is definitley something I couldn't handle. Parts of her past kept creeping up and hitting me down, she'd lied to me, cheated on me with Ronnie and I don't think I could handle being made a fool out of. Tony came into the living room snapping me out of my thoughts "You know, I think you should go speak to Deven" I shook my head "I know she looked a mess last night but I mean you did dump her" I clenched my fists together 

"I can't handle her, she's too much" Tony shook his head as he pulled his shoes on "Where are you going?" 

"I'm going to go find her" I punched the table as he dissapeared out of the bus door. Was no one on my side? Was I really that wrong?

Deven's POV

I was walking around the venue when I bumped into DJ I smiled widely completley forgetting that they were on this tour "DJ!" I shouted suddenly feeling slightly happier knowing that there were other people on this tour that I knew. "What's wrong with you, you look sick" I smiled at him

"I guess I am" he placed his arm around my shoulder 

"I was just going to score, you wanna come get high?" I bit my lip, remembering the last time I had done drugs and how fun it was... Maybe it would take away the pain I was currently feeling inside. "Where even are we?" I asked DJ as we walked into the city 

"Can you not tell?" I shrugged 

"I haven't really been paying attention" I stated 

"We are in New York!" he looked at me like I was insane "Don't worry I know people here" I nodded following him down an alleyway. DJ pulled out his phone and leant against the wall. We had to wait a few minutes until his friend showed up, it was very quick and before I knew it I was being pulled back to Vampires Everywhere's bus. I sat on the couch next to DJ "Wait where are the others?" I asked as he handed me a few pills "I got extra, don't fucking kill yourself though ok?" I nodded "The others are still in bed, it's only 11am give it till about 12" I took one of the pills out of the packets and looked at DJ "Is this the same stuff we took before, you know that night" DJ smiled and nodded at me as he grabbed the pill from my hand and placed it in my mouth "Have fun" I smiled at him. "Go on then you fruitcake! Go out and find something to do, I have to tune my guitar" I rolled my eyes at him and placed the packet of pills he had given me into my purse before heading out. Kids were already here and I smiled as I walked through the crowds of people, the weather was warm in New York and after half an hour of taking the pill I felt a buzz come over me and I suddenly felt stupidly happy. It was amazing. I was so glad I had bumped into DJ. 

I was walking around all day, I couldn't keep still until I bumped into Ronnie "Hey where have you been all day, I've been looking all over for you, you weren't in your bunk this morning. Tony came over wanting to speak to you but you were gone" I smiled at him

"Aw Ronnie, I've just been out here pretty much all day" I started laughing "You know this tattoo, I've always wondered what it meant" I said as I grabbed his arm pointing to the microphone on his arm "Wait no, no I know what this one means, it's because you're a singer, silly me" I put his arm back down "Deven are you ok? You're acting weird" Jacky and Charlotte appeared next to him 

"I think she's been drinking again" Ronnie groaned at Jacky's answer 

"Where is she getting it, Charlotte take her back to the bus will you, check her stuff and make her get rid of it" Charlotte grabbed my hand and pulled me with her

"Hey don't pull me around like that!" she smiled at me

"Sorry, this isn't my choice, look I used to drink too sweetie, I went to rehab for a whole year and I got my shit straight, you can do it ok" I stared at her and burst out laughing "I haven't drank all day, I don't need that anymore" she rolled her eyes at me. What right did she have to treat me like this, I barely even knew her... I'm sure Jacky had told her a thing or two about me though. We got onto the bus and she took me to my bunk where my suitcase was "Come on get any alcohol you have out"