MY COLD HEARTED WIFE

Chapter 42

Sabrina POV

"What do  you want?" he asked. 

"You know what I want."

"okay."

I am sitting in the corner of the shop beside the glass wall. I can see all the strangers passing by. Different kind of people. Different races. Different lifestyles. I realize how amazing the world is. There are billions of people in the world yet we still find the one set for us. Well for some. But for me? nah, I let it slip away.

I looked at him while his in the counter paying his order. I smiled bitterly. It all came to me. How our love was. How we fell in love. How he loves me and how I loved him. Since we were young, he was the only one I fell in love with. He's perfect. His masculine body, his smile, his gestures. He was my everything. Then came storm. It made everything we built fall apart. Relationship is not all about love.  It should be accompanied with trust. 

I wont say that I never regret what happened. I do. Everything that happened. I regretted that I made myself miserable. That I got so broken and never realized that my broken pieces made someone bleed. 

Noong una hindi ko matanggap na hanggang dun lang matatapos yung relasyon namin ni Bryan. Mahal ko siya. Pero ngayon, na realize ko na hindi pala talaga kami para sa isa't isa. Dahil may nakalaan pala na tao para sa akin. Akala ko si Bryan na ang lalaking mamahalin ko ng sobra. Then came Gian. Hindi ko na realize nung una. Naging tanga ako, bulag at bingi sa sinisigaw ng puso ko. SI Gian na simula palang ay may espesyal na lugar na sa puso ko. 

The only man I will love for the rest of my life. Handa ako makipag patayan wag lang siyang mawala. Pero hindi ko kayang manira ng pamilya. Kung magiging masaya siya sa bago niya siguro kailangan ko na din bumitaw at maging masaya para sa kanila. Lumipas na ang panahon namin. Sinayang ko ang pagmamahal niya. 

"Hoi! kanina pa kita kinakausap. Lumalamig na kape mo!"  bumalik ako sa katinuan nung pinitik ni Bryan ang noo ko.

"huh? ah... O-oo.."

"Lalim ng iniisip natin ah?"

"Di naman.." Ang gwapo niya pa din. Pero mas gwapo si Gian. Hindi ako nagsisi na minsan nagmahal ako ng isang Bryan. Pero ang nararamdaman  ko para sa kanya ngayon ay isang kaibigan nalang.

"Kamusta? ano ginagawa mo dito sa Singapore?"

"Wala naman. Nagbabakasyon lang."

"May iniiwasan ka ba?"

"Iniiwasan? wala no!"

"Hulaan ko, Si Gian ba?"

"huh? di no!"

"Hindi mo ko maloloko. I know you better!"