MY COLD HEARTED WIFE

CHAPTER 10 - I MADE HER CRY

Chapter 10 - I MADE HER CRY

Gian's POV

Months had past after that moment that I and Sabrina had. We've been both busy with our career. I've been to different countries abroad lately for business trips. Sabrina is busy with her work aswell. If you'll asked how are we going, well were fine. Very fine. Happy aswell.

But of course that's a lie. Our marriage is getting worse. Sleepless nights waiting and worrying for Sab to come home drunk almost every night with ramdom bastards. Stressful day from work due to projects and client meetings plus business trips.

I am already home from work and its already past 10 in the evening. Sabrina is not around again. I have been calling her but her phone is out of reach. Napagalitan ko pa tuloy yung mga kasamahan namin sa bahay dahil hindi man lang nila sinabi sakin ang pag alis ni Sab. Pero syempre wala silang magagawa kubg umalis man asawa ko since she has all the rights to do what she want. Alangan naman ikulong ko siya sa bahay. Even if I do that alam kong hindi ko pa rin siya mapipigilan. I can't track her through GPS. Same with Yana. Damn. I don't even know which bar she's in. Paiba iba kasi sila ng lugar na pinupuntahan ni Alyana. Minsan nga nag a-out of town pa yung dalawa pag wala ako sa bansa at hindi ko man lang yun nalalaman kundi pa mag rereport ang tauhan kong nagbabantay kay Sab pag nasa ibang lugar ako. Masyado ako busy lately para mabantayan ko lahat ng kilos niya. Damn!

Its 2am and I heard the main door opened. I went downstairs and check if it's Sab and I'm not mistaken. I saw her walking towards the stairs kaya sinalubong ko siya.

"Where have you been Sabrina?" Mariin kong tanong sa kanya.

"Bar?" She said coldly.

"Obviously coz your drunk again." Sarcastic kong sabi. Napupuno na talaga ako sa kanya. Lagi nalang ganito.  Buti wala siyang inuuwi na lalaki ngayon dahil baka makapatay ako.

"Whatever." She responded and pass by me. I grab her arms which made her stop.

"Dont you dare turn your back at me!!" Pasigaw kong sabi sa kanya pero parang hindi man lang siya natakot.

"What do you want? Alam mo hindi ko kailangan ng panunumbat mo ngayon dahil una sa lahat wala kang pakialam sa kahit ano mang gawin ko. Your just my fuckin' stupid husband. Pathetic." Sabi niya at tumalikod pero huminto siya ng magsalita ako.

"Maybe your right. I am just your fuckin' husband who's so inlove with you that could even trade everything, even my pride and my life just to have you. I am stupid and pathetic yes, because I am so inlove with my wife who doesn't even love me back and I don't think she knows how to because she is heartless.  Sana man lang kahit respeto Sabrina ibigay mo sakin. Respeto man lang bilang asawa mo sa papel. But you know what? You may love someone more than I have loved you, but you could never find someone who'll loved you the way I do." Tumalikod ako at umakyat sa kwarto ko. Umupo ako sa kama at napasabunot sa buhok ko dahil sa inis.

Naiinis ako sa mga pinag gagawa niya pero mas naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil mahal na mahal ko siya. Hindi ko man maintindihan kong bakit siya nagkakaganyan handa naman ako makinig kung ano man. Nakakainis dahil kailangan ko magpalimos ng pagmamahal sa asawa ko pa mismo.

Uminom ako ng alak sa kwarto ko para makalimutan ko pansamantala ang nangyaring sagutan namin ni Sab. Hindi nagtagal nakaramdam na ako ng hilo. Marahil epekto ng alak na iniinom ko. Napagdesisyonan ko na ring matulog. It's 4am.

Hapon na nung magising ako. Its 1pm masyado napahaba ang tulog ko. I decided to take a cold shower at bumaba para kumain. Hindi na ako nakapasok. Nakarining ako ng tawanan sa labas kaya sinilip ko kung sino. I saw Sabrina and a guy na ngayon ko lang nakita.