Bradley Simpson Imagines ☄

Heartaches.

"I'm never going to leave you." - Prompt #33.

You can't take it anymore. You had been down for these past weeks. Its taking over you.

You and your best friend just had an argument, its pretty bad and you're worried that your friendship will be over. Your mum had told you to come out and enjoy a little sunshine, since you hadn't been going out for three days straight. You weren't the same bubbly you and starts locking yourself in your room. It wasn't that big of a deal but what's got worse is that your Dad.

Your dad has been on and off with your family, he only visits a month or twice every year because of his business management. Of course, you're a Daddy's girl although he's too far away from you, you still accord him the closest than your other family members but there's nothing really wrong so far. What it really kills you is that you can't hive him a simple wish of his and didn't even care about it. Its about your studies. Last year was awful and stressful, though you still fail at some receptions. You felt really bad like you weren't enough for everyone. You want to make him proud yet be like him, all successful. But it seems fate can't let you, you were hopeless.

School's coming again and that's another problem. You transferred to a different new school. Its private and highly educated. You know that the people there are very smart and has high standards and qualities in themselves, geeks in short. You're meeting new people again, you have to be social but you're too shy and not confidential. It scares you, specially the type of people like them are unlike you. You were ready for this but it still worries you.

You don't even know what happened to you. You were always carefree and now you're hideous. You're always happy at all times, and now the word 'frown' is always written on your face. The knots on your stomach are there daily, as you cry yourself at rare nights. Maybe these finance and problems are only bugging you and you can't fight enough away from it.

However, your boyfriend Brad is doing fine. You don't have any problems with him, ever since these past two years of relationship you have, he has always been a big sweetheart to you. He cares, he always makes you smile and he loves you very much. The band's doing great now that they're making their third album and that's what you're really proud of. Brad didn't know anything until one night.

You came to his flat with dried salty eyes as you just had gone through crying. A cheery smile on your face and an energetic tone on your voice although its forced. You don't want him to worry as he gives you a hug and shots you a confused look on his face. You don't think he noticed but he asked, "Are you alright?".

That's when you stop yourself for the terrible moment you just had as it keeps flashing through your mind. With your puffy eyes, sore throat and horsey low tone of your voice then that fucking frown on your face, you knew he suspected it already. Its evident and always will.

You tried you best to cover it but he keeps asking you if you're alright and making you to tell him wants wrong.

"Just leave me alone!" You growled at him, making his worried expression turn into a hurt looking one. You didn't mean to be mean to him, the boy is only concerned and with that, you stood up and go to your's and Brad's shared room. Of course, he followed you but you resist on his embrace. It hurt him to see you like this and how you try to push him off when something's wrong.

The truth is, you don't want him to be a part of this stupid situation of yours but you truly trust him wholeheartedly. Avoidness is the only way to stop yourself from saying rude words and you won't try to even pour it to him. He sits frustratingly on the wall near the door frame outside whilst you sat on the soft bed.

"I just want to help." He mumbles, facing the other side of the wall as you hear him enough for he is only 35-ish inches away from you. You shake your head no as tears were falling from your poor, tired eyes.

"I don't need it." You say. You don't even know why you're being rude to him, he cares too much for you. Maybe you don't want your problems be his problems too. He's already exhausted in his career and you don't want to be a burden.

"Alright. You need some space." He breathed. Not moving in his position as he hear your soft sobs.

You let all the anger out and the guilt you felt for your love ones. You felt like you're worthless and useless to them. See? You just broke your best friend and now you can't give your father a single oath. Now's that school is near, you'd be social either you like it or not and knew you'll be fucked up in hell again. You cry uncontrollably as there's no one there beside you to comfort you. There's only one and you pushed him away.

Brad starts crying as well, seeing you like this is hard for him and now he's not able to hug you closely to him. He feels like he's a terrible boyfriend, with all your darkest days, he can't even say there beside you. He puts the blame on himself and thought to himself that its his fault. He wants to make it all right and make you feel better but he can't. What he can able to do now is nothing, and here he is hearing you cry with you heart out.

If you're hurt, he's hurt too. Your hearts are closely connectedly detected to each other that his heart aches automatically when you feel broken. He feels, he senses and he cares.

You started to think.. You're being so stupid. That special person is there, being shut off by you. You thought, you can make the first move and apologize to your best friend to fox this senseless argument you just both created. You can try again for another round and make your Dad proud. Thank him for all the things he'd done for you and you family and tell him how much you love him. Hearing those words will make his heart flutter with love.

Your studies can be fixed too. Just try and pour out your best through it and its okay now. School might be a nightmare but what can you do? The people are just frights, fuck whatever they think of you. At least there are still incredible people by your side already and who knows who will come for you and be a part in your cycle life. Isn't that amazing? They're just human bodied persons with less humanity in their lifestyles. No one is perfect.

See? Its easy to make things right. Kindness is everything to be appreciated. You think to yourself, if you still can't take it over, there's Brad. He's always there for you, he can be your knight in shining armor to save you from this deadly situation. He'd do anything for you for you are his very princess.

You hear Brad sniffle as he took a glance at you with sad eyes. You just had stopped from crying too as you both wipe your fresh tears away.

Let him love you..

You thought.

You smile weakly as you spread your arms wide open, waiting for his embrace to fill the space gap on you body. He smiled up and walked up at you, hugging your petite body closely to his. His warmth made you calm all of a sudden. He buries his face to the crook of your neck and placing light kisses to your skin. You put your fingers though his soft hair, soothing it as he whispers sweet nothings in your ear of how much he loves you.

As much as he crave for your lips, wanting to kiss you with all the love he has, he stopped himself. He don't want to go far and pull you out of your blues easily.

"Tell me everything, lovely." He mumble.

You smile and tell him everything, letting him hear all the things you've been struggling to as he listens patienly with every word you say dearly.

Somewhat, you feel loved now.