Thinking of You ♥ ~ Chapter 21 (Slow Update)

Thinking of You ♥

Have you ever feel like giving up on something you really love? Do you regret those mistakes you’ve done in the past few days? I did, but that was all in the past…

*pant*

I have to reach him…

If I don’t, we wouldn’t be able to meet after this day.

It’s the last day of school and I’m having problems between US. If I don’t talk to him now, I won’t be able to have a chance to talk to him this summer vacation.

*pant*

“Nakakapagod…”

But I still ran as fast as I could until I reached him.

“HEY!!”

He looked at me with a cold stare.

I grabbed his collar and pulled him near me, forcing him to face me and let him look at me straightly into my eyes.

“Ano bang problema mo?”

“…”

He didn’t answer. This pissed me off.

“Can’t you atleast say the reason? Can’t you just say that you don’t want something between us anymore?”

“…” as he looked away coldly.

I’m starting to cry again. Psh. I really can’t stop my tears when the situation is like this. I’m really a crybaby.

“Why won’t you answer me?” I shook him

“…”

“W-why?” as tears fell down from my face. I can’t help it. In this situation, it’s hard to control my tears.

“I’m sorry…” he looked down after saying it. It was shocked that I released him from my grip. I removed the necklace he gave me. It’s a broken heart shape necklace. When you combine the other pair, it’ll build a perfectly shaped heart… which resembles us two.

I looked at the necklace, my tears fell down again. I bit my lips and closed my eyes for a moment and finally decided what we’re gonna do.

“Thanks for everything that you’ve done to me this past years. H-ha-hah. I’m glad I met you.” I think. It’s so painful. I can’t believe that all of those words came from my mouth. But this is the only way.

I have to let go.

I handed him the necklace that was supposed to be mine.

And ran away from him.

I guess he got the message I want to tell him, right?

…

We’re through.

And here goes again my single life.

Goodbye, 3rd year life and hello 4th year.

"Ano ba yan Lean?! Nagpapakatanga ka ba nanaman?"

"Hindi mo ba alam kung anong gulo yang pinapasok mo?"

"Imulat mo naman yang mga mata mo Lean!"

"Hindi lang siya ang nandito sa mundo! Wag kang bulag!"

"Maraming nasasaktan sa ginagawa mo. Kahit di mo sila ginagalaw, dahil sa mga galaw mo - dun sila nasasaktan..."

"Sinisira mo buhay nila! Wag ka ng umepal pa!"

"Sa lahat ng tangang umibig, ikaw ang pinaka tanga..."

Oo, masakit marinig yon. Alam ko naman eh... Nagpakatanga ako...

Pero ano bang magagawa ko?

Tanga nga ako.

Sa maling-pagibig ako dumaan.

Kung san, lahat ng ginagawa niyo... mali.

Ang nararamdaman naman ng puso ko, tama.

Pero may pag-asa pa bang matama ko siya?

Or...

Sa ibang tao ko mararamdaman ang tamang pag-ibig na dun ako mismo sasaya?

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