Ceaseless (COMPLETED)

Chapter Eleven

Chapter 11: I Hope

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Josh's...

I WAS really carried away when I touched Calvy's lips. I always dreamed of this to happen. I wished that I was the one who's making her smile instead of Miguel.

The first time I saw her in GCC, I freezed. Gusto kong hawiin lahat ng lalaking nakikipagkamay sa kanya. When I was about to go to her and introduce myself, nakasabay ko si Miguel. Miguel's very down to earth and nosy. Sa sobrang dami nilang pinag-usapan ni Calvy, I didn't had the chance to talk to her. We talked pero hindi ganun kahaba.

Sa kahit saang pagkakataon, laging sila ang nagkakasama. I heard Miguel's sending her home everyday. Nung dumating si Tito Michael from Vietnam, naki-usap sya'ng baka ako ang pwedeng sumundo kay Calvy.

"Why should I fetch her?" I asked 'cause it's weird.

"Sabay kami laging umuwi. He's expecting me today. Baka magalit sa akin yun kapag iniwan ko sya sa ere."

"Okay."

In there, I already know he likes Calvy. My cousin never did that before. This is the first time I saw him like this. Fetching a girl in school.

Sa party kanina hindi ko mapigilang hindi mainis. Hindi kasi kami magka-usap ng matagal. Hindi ako makaporma kapag nandyan si Miguel. Nung nagkahiwalay naman sila, si Lin yung kausap nya. Nung tinawagan ako ni Calvy akala ko 'yun na. Na magkakaroon na kami ng quality time to talk. Pero hindi. Kasi kaya nya pala ako tinawagan para kay Miguel. Para ayaing umuwi na.

Fuck shit, right? Hindi ko pa kasi sya kinausap sa Starbucks kahapon.

NUNG nasa kotse na kami pagkatapos naming ihatid si Miguel, iyon na yung naging pagkakataon ko.

I asked her about the reason of their small fight. And I want to know the real score about them. What she feels or what's her plan.

"Ano... we... we kissed."

Wala sa oras akong napatingin sa kanya nun. Nawala lahat ng tanong ko nung narinig ko yun.

Agad? Ganun kabilis? Sila na ba? Why did they kiss?

Pasimple kong hinigpitan ang hawak ko sa manibela ng kotse. "Actually. It was an accident. Kaso... nagulat kasi talaga ako. He was my first kiss."

Accident. And yeah. Miguel was her first kiss... that's my point kaya lalo akong nainis. Ilang buwan pa lang ba kaming magkakakilala? Tapos nag-kiss na agad sila.

Umiwas ako nang tingin bago sya hablutin papalapit sa akin. I let my lips touch her sweet lips. And I'm making sure that this kiss is better than that accident kiss with Miguel.

I lose control when I did that. I don't know if it's the effect of the alcohol or I'm just carried away. Hindi ko na inisip kung anong pwedeng mangyari.

I entered her mouth with my tongue when she opened it. She's so responsable. And I can't help to have a hard on when she responded to my kisses, too. She's not that good in kissing but it making me feel more horny knowing that this girl is a beginner. In fact this is her second kiss.

F ck my thoughts! I should pray alot more starting today! Hindi ko dapat nararamdaman 'to. This is a temptation!

I moved my hand. The heat building on my body is increasing to the point I attempt to touch her breast. With that, she pulled me away and give me a slap. Napahawak ako sa pisngi ko sa sakit at napatawa na lang. Atleast I have something to hold on kahit bitin ako. I kissed this girl and she liked it. Just like Katy Perry's song huh?