From The Heart

I Can

I can be confident,

I could be happy,

I should be perfect.

I can't be bad,

I couldn't be a popular,

I shouldn't be mad.

I wanted the truth and I got it,

I wanted friends and I got them,

I wished for understanding and he gave it to me.

I hoped for desolance and I gained that.

I didn't plan for disappointment yet he only did disappoint.

I cried for heart break that never should've happened.

I heard what was suppose to remain hidden.

I learned a lie...

I am not good,

I can't be beautiful,

I should be quiet,

I can't be a good person,

I will not be perfect.

I will and shall remain so...

Broken...

I'm just ranting about words that come out one by one...

I wish I could say I was fine but I'd be lying.

I know someone cares and frankly that matters more than anything materialistic.

Just know people could be the happiest most excited person you know but the eyes speak louder than words.

Just be there for th person and be their shoulder to cry on. I'm lucky enough to have one who knows As well I am here...

Mi amigo what I can't say aloud is through my poetry and rants... It speaks louder than me.

Thank you...

-Charlie