Deciding

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Deciding to take a chance to fix a past mistake.

Choosing to help my esteem by taking this surgery.

Deciding to take the chance, and look into what i will soon be getting into.

Choosing to say yes hoping it will make me better.

Deciding to have my rock with me, hating that when it comes to it will worry.

Choosing this makes my mother worry and possibly quit her job for me.

Deciding to be scared... However, not really decided.

I choose to risk... Still scared all the same.

February 4, 2017
6:26 pm

Im scared... And all ive gotten ie the referal not the appointment which tells me the exact day.

For the next six months a waiting game. And maybe when that recovery time is happening you will see alot more of me.

Well goodbye for now

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